Chapters (18)
He opened the door for her and watched her slide into the passenger seat, wondering at her priorities. Job first, personal safety second. It was consistent with the rest of her life, he decided. She’d been goal-oriented for so long she knew nothing else. He walked around to the driver’s side and sat beside Daisy. “You ever have any fun?”
“Of course I have fun. I have fun all the time.”
He cranked the car over and pulled out of the parking space. “Doing what?”
She thought about it for a minute. “I suppose I have fun doing little things. I like to watch the sun come up when I’m delivering papers. I like the way it colors the sky in soft dreamy pinks and grays and yellows and for a short while the world seems safe and quiet. I like the way shirts smell steamy and fresh when you iron them. I like to listen to the wind rustling through a maple tree, bending the leaves back so you can see the pale green undersides.”
“What about big fun? You ever have any big fun?”
“You mean like a trip to Paris?”
“Yeah. Or going to the movies, or buying yourself a pair of shoes you didn’t need, or taking an entire day to do nothing?”
“Last week I ate a whole bag of Oreos in one sitting.”
Steve grinned. “Regular rebel, aren’t you?”
“After I get my degree I’ll have lots of time for fun.”
“I think we should designate tomorrow as a fun day.”
“I have to study.”
“Wrong.” He eased the car into traffic. “You can spend the rest of today studying. Tomorrow you must have fun.”
She slanted a suspicious look at him. “What do I have to do to have fun?”
“It’s a surprise.”
“It’s not something kinky, is it?”
“Not unless you want it to be.”
Daisy felt embarrassment creeping through her. “No. Anyway, I don’t think I could top this morning.”
He glanced over and smiled. “Don’t underestimate yourself.”
He was teasing her, she thought. It was a nice kind of teasing, filled with affection and intimacy. The sort of teasing people did when they were really lovers. An odd feeling ran through her. It was a feeling she didn’t want to identify, didn’t want to dwell on. It was a sad feeling that had to do with missed opportunities and loneliness and longing. She cautioned herself not to think about it. She tried to push it from her mind, but the hollowness wouldn’t leave her. How could her life be so full and suddenly feel so empty, she wondered.
They parked in the driveway at Steve’s house. “You really need to do something about your garage,” Daisy said. “It’s silly to have a garage and not be able to use it. You should call a locksmith.”