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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Map
  6. Smugglers’ Way
  7. Introduction
  8. Yesterday and Today
  9. 50th Anniversary of the Lycée International Saint-Exupéry
  10. Forever Young
  11. Cherry Coke
  12. Top of the Classand the “Bad Boys”
  13. What We Did
  14. The Door of My Undoing
  15. The Last Days of Vinca Rockwell
  16. Snowscape
  17. Different from Other Boys
  18. The Streets of Antibes
  19. The Summer ofThe Big Blue
  20. The Lives of Roses
  21. The Hatchet
  22. Differentfrom Other Boys
  23. Behind Her Smile
  24. The Girls withFlame-Red Hair
  25. Death and the Maiden
  26. La Place de la Catastrophe
  27. Fanny
  28. The Prom
  29. Annabelle
  30. The Prettiest Girl in the School
  31. Annabelle
  32. The Night Still Waits for You
  33. The Garden of Angels
  34. Richard
  35. Night and the Maiden
  36. Epilogue(s)Beyond the Night
  37. The Curseof the Nice Guys
  38. Jean-Christophe
  39. The Maternity Ward
  40. One Step Ahead of Danger
  41. The Novelist’s Privilege
  42. Discover More
  43. Author’s Note
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Guillaume Musso

Two years later, in an interview with Libération, he explained that it was at this point that he’d decided to come out as gay. He’d shot to fame with photographic nudes whose aesthetic owed something to the work of Irving Penn and Helmut Newton. Then, over the years, his work became more individual, and he photographed only bodies that fell outside the traditional canon of beauty—women who were heavily overweight or particularly small; models who had suffered severe burns; amputees; patients undergoing chemotherapy—singular bodies that Dalanegra managed to transform into something pure and flawless.

Although initially dubious, I found that I was dazzled by the raw power of his work, which was neither tasteless nor voyeuristic. The aesthetic was closer to that of the great Flemish artists than to a politically correct advertising campaign celebrating the diversity of the human form. Sophisticated, imaginatively composed, with studied lighting, his photographs were like the paintings of the old masters, taking the viewer into a world where beauty flirted with pleasure, sensual delight, and rapture.

I drove slowly along the little road flanked by olive groves and drystone walls that wound steeply uphill. From each patch of flat terrain, a narrower road branched off toward a group of houses—renovated farmhouses, contemporary residences, small developments built in the 1970s. I rounded a hairpin bend and was startled to see that the gnarled olive trees with their rustling leaves had disappeared; in their place was a glorious palm grove, as though a Moroccan oasis had been relocated to Provence. Yves Dalanegra had given me the access code. I parked in front of the wrought-iron gate and walked up the palm-lined pathway toward the house.

Unexpectedly, something bounded toward me, growling—a huge Anatolian sheepdog. I had been terrified of dogs ever since I was attacked by a Beauceron at a friend’s birthday party when I was six. I had almost lost an eye, and the incident had left me with a scar on the bridge of my nose and a visceral fear of dogs.

“Ulysses! Down, boy!”

Someone I assumed was the groundskeeper, a short man whose brawny arms were disproportionate to his frame, appeared behind the huge hound, wearing a sailor’s shirt and a cap that made him look like Popeye.

“Settle down!” he said, raising his voice. “Good dog!”

The dog stood its ground, refusing to let me pass. It could clearly sense my fear.

“I’m here to see Monsieur Dalanegra,” I called. “He gave me the code to the gate.”

The man was more than happy to believe me, but Ulysses had already sunk his teeth into my trouser cuff. I tried and failed to choke back a scream, which forced the groundskeeper to intervene. He pulled the dog away with his bare hands.