Contents (54)
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- Newsletter
- About the Author
- Copyright
They ran back to the house ahead of her and were fighting over who would be first to pet the dog when she caught up with them. She shooed them upstairs to tell their mother that cousin Harriet was taking them on a jaunt and eased her Wellingtons off, massaging her foot to ease a painful cramp. She closeted herself in her bedroom, sitting on the edge of her bed to think carefully about what she was about to attempt. Her stomach contracted whenever she thought about what she was going to do, and then she reminded herself where Silas was, and where he might end up if she did not act. She would need to consider what outfit would best serve her needs.
She picked out a day dress in fawn-coloured satin, the high neckline trimmed with a thin collar of black braid that matched the seaming on the bodice and full skirt. The matching bonnet was wide-brimmed in the old style, the better to shield her face from prying eyes. At the mirror in the hallway, shouting to the boys to hurry, hurry, she threaded the red velvet ribbon Silas had bought for her into the bonnet and surveyed herself critically. Her outfit was simple, understated, serious, the treasured ribbon the only splash of colour. She was ready.
‘I’ll be back by teatime,’ she told Sadie, who had appeared at the end of the corridor that led to the kitchen. ‘Tell my aunt I’ll bring her back some of those sugar mice she loves.’
The boys were waiting for her in the porch, tumbling and yapping like puppies. The walk would do them good. Harriet stopped, tears springing to her eyes. Alice should be running to join her brothers, her pink calfskin boots thumping on the polished floorboards, Adam should be reaching for his little sister’s hand and bending to kiss the top of her head. Harriet felt her lips moved soundlessly, ‘Be careful not to slip, my love.’ She blinked her tears away and Alice’s apparition with them.
They walked to Penistone Road. From there, Harriet would take the horse-drawn omnibus into town.
Louisa nodded tersely at Harriet when she opened the door.
‘To what do I owe the honour?’ She cocked her head and raised a knowing eyebrow. So she knew about Silas.
Harriet smiled desperately. ‘News travels fast in this town. Please, Louisa, I had to bring the boys for an excuse to get out, but I can’t take them where I’m going. I’m not sure how long I’ll be. I’m going to try to help Silas.’
‘Tha’d better get theesen off then.’ The coolness in Louisa’s voice was wounding.
‘Louisa…’
‘He shouldn’t involve himsen wi’ people like thee. He’s likely to get trampled on.’
‘Louisa, none of this was my doing.’ She didn’t believe her own words. She could have prevented Silas from entering the house, if she had really wanted to. ‘I’ll do my best.’
Louisa softened. ‘That’s all tha can do, I suppose.’