“Jesus, God.” He slapped a hand over his mouth and took a step back. One of these days he would learn not to answer his phone when the police called him.

Cyrus stared at the dead man, what was left of him. White male, tall, thin, but not unhealthy. Couldn’t see the face, so he looked at the hands. Put the man’s age between fifty and sixty. He wore a bright red Casio watch on his left wrist. He’d seen that watch before.

“Christ, that’s Father Ike.”

The cop nodded. “Killed himself. You know him?”

“A little bit. He and my fiancée used to work together,” Cyrus said. He stared down at the body again, the blood turning from red to brown as it oxidized. Blood was alive even when the body was dead, but the blood turned brown as the oxygen fled the cells. It had outlived its host. It wasn’t drying so much as dying.

“What did he use?” Cyrus didn’t see a gun anywhere.

“A .243 Winchester hunting rifle. It’s being processed,” the officer said, his voice cracking a little. Cyrus glanced at him. Kid didn’t look more than twenty-two, twenty-three. This might be his first suicide.

“Makes sense,” Cyrus said. “He liked to deer hunt.”

He heard a car pull in the gravel drive. The uniform skirted the edge of the floor and went out the front, trading places with the new arrival, Detective Katherine Naylor. About time, too. She was the one who’d dragged him into this nightmare.

“Katherine,” he said, nodding. She wore a trim gray suit, white blouse, an expression that was all business.

“Cyrus. I hear congratulations are in order. Paulina’s finally making an honest man out of you.”

She probably expected a joke, but he did not joke about Paulina. Keeping his face and tone neutral, he tersely replied, “Thank you.”

“Sorry to get you out of bed so early.”

“I was already up,” he said. She raised an eyebrow. “Working a case.”

“Something you can drop?”

“You serious? You know this is not my area.” Cyrus wasn’t a police detective anymore, but a private detective. He helped women with cheating husbands and children with deadbeat dads. Women and children first. Women and children only. That was his motto. He’d seen enough death in his days on the force to last him a dozen lifetimes.

“Didn’t you know him?”

“Yeah, but I don’t work suicides. Wait, this is a suicide, right?”

“It’s definitely a suicide,” Katherine said. “Approximate time of death was 11:30 last night. House was locked from the inside. No signs of forced entry. No signs of a struggle. No drugs or alcohol in the place except for a few bottles of wine under the sink—all unopened. Rifle recently fired. Plus, he left a voicemail message with a Sister Margaret last night at 11:25, which is why I’m guessing TOD was 11:30. That might change, though.”

“What did he say in the message?”

“I haven’t heard it, but according to the sister, he said…” Katherine pulled a small notebook out of her jacket pocket and flipped to a page. “‘I’m sorry for what I’m about to do, but I’d be sorrier if I didn’t do it. I can’t do this anymore. Forgive me. Pray for me, Margaret.’ She missed the call, didn’t hear the message until five a.m., and panicked when she didn’t find him in his apartment at the parish house. She knew he came here a lot, so she asked the police to check the house. An officer performed a wellness check, saw the body through the window at 6 a.m.”