Back The Poison Season
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Dedication
  5. Map
  6. Prologue
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. Chapter Forty-Nine
  56. Chapter Fifty
  57. Chapter Fifty-One
  58. Chapter Fifty-Two
  59. Chapter Fifty-Three
  60. Chapter Fifty-Four
  61. Chapter Fifty-Five
  62. Chapter Fifty-Six
  63. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  64. Acknowledgments

Jaren and Stepan tidied up and sat down on their little couch, which easily fit all three girls but was a tight squeeze for two grown men.

“I’m so sorry,” Jaren started, at the same time his father said, “We missed you terribly.”

“It was foolish,” Jaren went on. “I kept going back to Lake Luma after that first night, when I camped near it. I thought it was just curiosity at first, but it was something more than that that made me go back. Something more powerful than me.”

His father stroked his beard like it was a new nervous habit, and his brow was creased with worry. “What happened out there, son?”

“I got lost. And then I found Leelo,” Jaren said. And then, in a softer voice, “I found home.”

Stepan turned his head so Jaren wouldn’t see his face begin to crumple.

“It’s true, isn’t it? I was born on Endla?”

Stepan swallowed and wiped his palms on his thighs. Jaren had never seen him so discomfited. “Jaren, you are my child as much as your sisters are. I have loved you since the day you came to us as a tiny wee babe.”

Jaren knew his father believed what he was saying, but the fact was that he was different from the rest of them. He always had been. “And Story?”

“She is not your twin, no.”

Jaren had suspected as much, but hearing his father say the words out loud hit him like a blow to the chest. She was his twin. They had shared a womb. They had grown up in lockstep, sometimes leapfrogging each other in height but going through all their milestones together. They lost their first tooth on the same day. Of all his siblings, Jaren felt a connection with Story that was special. And it wasn’t because he was the only boy. It was in spite of it.

“Don’t cry,” Stepan said, gently wiping a tear away from Jaren’s cheek with the calloused edge of his thumb.

He wasn’t sure why he was so sad. He didn’t love Story or any of his other family members any less because of this revelation. But he felt a loss just the same.

“How?” Jaren managed finally.

Stepan sat back a little. “Klaus’s wife found you, near the lake. It was wintertime. At first she thought you were just another stone by the water’s edge. But then she heard a cry. You were wrapped in a beautiful knit blanket, but it was covered by the snow. She wasn’t sure how long you’d been out there. You were so small and barely breathing. She could tell that you were just a few days old, at most.”