Contents ( 42)
- Dedication
- Contents
- Part One
- The Truth
- 1. May
- 2. May
- 3. June
- Part Two
- Summer Holidays
- 4. July
- 5. August
- 6. October
- Part Three
- Watching the Grown-Ups
- 7. October
- The Night After the Party
- 8. November
- Three Weeks After Ash’s Death
- 9. November
- Part Four
- Damage
- 10. November
- 11. November
- 12. November
- Part Five
- Disguises
- 13. November
- 14. November
- 15. March
- Part Six
- Friendship
- 16. April
- 17. April
- 18. April—Same Day
- 19. May
- 20. December
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Jane Shemilt
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
“I’m in love with this place already,” he’d said.
Her eyes were level with the pulse at his neck, neither took a breath.
“Mum!” Poppy’s voice tore into the room, as she came thumping up the stairs. “They need towels.”
“They’re in the chest on the landing,” she’d called without moving.
“Show me!”
She’d drawn back, not quite daring to meet Martin’s eyes, and left the room. He’d clattered down the stairs a few minutes later, whistling.
Eve waves away a bee that has strayed from the sage, picks up the knife again, and continues to slice the okra. Martin is their guest, on holiday with his kids. He is married, as she is—of course nothing’s happened. They are playing, that’s all, he knows that too, a delicious little game, as brief and harmless as any the children play.
“Eve!” It’s Charley’s voice this time, she sounds breathless.
“Here I am,” Eve replies calmly. Grace is joining them in a few days; her children have been fine, playing with the others in the pool or crouching and running with them among the trees. Their voices thread through the day; she has hardly seen them since they arrived.
“Ash has been stung.” Charley bursts through the olive trees, she looks scared. “Eric said to find you, you have to bring something, his arm’s all puffy.”
Eve puts the knife down, hurries into the kitchen, and burrows into the cupboard above the sink, pulling out a half-empty box of acetaminophen, bandages, a sticky bottle of Calpol, and a can of antihistamine spray. Eric is sitting on the stone wall by the pool, Ash hiccuping and whimpering in his arms. Sorrel stands next to him, sucking her thumb. Blake and Poppy are nearby, shivering. Izzy is floating in the center of the pool, eyes closed and arms out, her face relaxed.
“He’ll live,” Eric says. The small upper arm is bulging, a punctum at its center. Eve kisses the swollen flesh, tasting an echo of sweetness on the hot skin. She sprays antihistamine on the sting and Ash yells with surprise, then seeing a spoon of Calpol approach, clamps his mouth around it. She takes him from Eric, unbuttoning her shirt. Her breast spills out, white against the brown of her arm, the surface veins like blue-green tributaries flowing toward the dark nipple.
“Ugh.” Poppy screws up her nose in disgust. She swerves away and jumps neatly into the pool followed by Charley and Blake. Eric stands up, shaking his head.
“It’s time he grew out of that, Eve.” He slides into the pool after the children.
Sorrel lingers, her breath warm on Eve’s shoulder. “I thought he was going to die,” she whispers, her eyes swimming with tears.
Eve puts an arm around Sorrel’s stocky little body and pulls her close, kissing her damp forehead. “Ash isn’t going to die, sweetheart, it’s just a bee sting.”
“Joely couldn’t breathe when she was stung, she had to go to hospital in an ambulance.”