“Ivy,” Jenks pleaded. “It’s too soon.”

“It’s too late,” she breathed into my ear, her fingers resting lightly on my shoulders. The pounding of my heart was loud, and I could feel my pulse lifting the skin at my throat. Jenks moaned in frustration. After darting into my charm cupboard, he zipped out of the kitchen.

Ivy’s touch became liquid heat in his absence. Leaning forward, she traced a path with her fingers across my neck, searching for the unseen scar under my perfect skin. I held my breath, tension rising as she circled for it. This had to be okay. She’d worked hard to find a way around her own desires, and I’d be nothing but a damned tease to say no now.

My air came in fast as her touch turned into a firm grip on my shoulder. I felt her weight shift, and I opened my eyes, surprised at the soothing blue the curtains made. I couldn’t see any of Ivy but her hair. She was that close. God, what is she waiting for?

“Let me,” she murmured, her lips brushing the sensitive skin under my ear, dropping lower, lower, as her head tilted, the blue light making a glint in her hair. I tensed at the sensation, heart pounding. Her hands slid lower, finding the small of my back. Leaning away, she stilled her fingers until our gazes met. “Let me…,” she said again, utterly lost in what was to come.

I knew she wouldn’t say the entire thing. Let me take this. Give this to me. Asking permission was so ingrained into living vampires that if she didn’t, she would think she had blood-raped me even if I cut myself and bled into her mouth. I gazed into her pupil-black eyes, seeing her desperate need raw and unhidden instead of the impassive face she usually showed the world. A last strike of fear lit through me at the chance I was taking. A memory of her biting me almost to death in Kisten’s van rose and fell. I could feel the tension in her where we touched: her right hand on my shoulder, her left at my back, one hip drifting close to mine. She wouldn’t overstep the bounds and would keep the sex out of it. If she didn’t, I’d be gone and she knew it. It was a cruel game she played with herself, but I think she hoped that if she waited long enough, I’d come to her.

Maybe she was right. If someone had told me last year that I’d be here now, teasing a vampire into biting me, I would have said they were insane.

My eyes closed. It wasn’t worth the effort to try to figure my life out. I had to live it as it came. “Take it,” I whispered, locking my knees against the coming rise of feeling.

A sigh came from Ivy, and she pressed lightly into me. Her grip tightened, and with absolutely no hesitation, she tilted her head to meet my neck and sank her teeth.