The Mistress pursed her lips at Chris.

“Okay, yes. Definitely.”

“Good girl.” The Mistress picked up the Kingsley-sized dildo and turned the fingertip vibrator up to its highest setting. “Now take a deep breath and on the count of three, blow out hard.”

Chris nodded. “One...two...three....”

She pushed out air and The Mistress pushed in. For the first time Chris let out a genuine cry of pain.

“I know it hurts. I’m sorry,” The Mistress said with genuine sympathy. “It sucks being a woman sometimes.”

“It really does.” Chris spoke through gritted teeth. ”God damn...”

“Breathe, just breathe for me. My first time hurt like hell, too.”

“I think there is a major design flaw in the vagina.”

“I won’t argue with that,” The Mistress said, laughing. She held the dildo inside Chris with her left-hand thumb while she grabbed more gauze with her right hand. The blood was still minimal but that last thrust had definitely done the trick. “We have fucking periods, cramps, hymens, and that’s the pain not even associated with childbirth. We won’t even get into that bullshit.”

Chris laughed a little even as tears rimmed her eyes.

“So unfair.”

“But...” The Mistress began as she slowly pulled the large dildo out of Chris and sat it aside.

“But what?”

“There are some perks to being a woman.”

“Like what?” Chris sounded skeptical. The Mistress took out a tube of K-Y lubricant and squeezed it out on her fingers.

“Well...unlike most men, women can have an almost endless series of orgasms. Men run out of steam a lot faster than we do. They’re like old Lincoln Town Cars. Total gas guzzlers. Their tanks go empty real damn fast. Women are like electric battery cars. We can go forever once we’re charged up.”

“Sounds nice. I should get something battery-operated maybe.”

“Oh, honey, I’ve got more vibrators in this dungeon than Babes in Toyland has in their stockroom. I’ll give you one. Never before used, I promise. We’ll add it to Kingsley’s bill. It’ll save you the embarrassment of having to go buy one.”

“Thank you. But Kingsley’s picking me up, remember?”

“Fine. I’ll have one of the male subs around here deliver it to your place later tonight. I’ll pay him with a flogging.”

“Thank you. I appreciate that. Getting drunk and confessing my hymen issues to Kingsley needs to be the most embarrassing thing I’ve done this week. I think walking around carrying a vibrator would be the only thing worse.”

“You don’t know Kingsley very well. He’s probably give you more pointers about the vibe than I could,” The Mistress said as she pushed her lube-covered fingers into Chris. The cool liquid was meant to help soothe the soreness. “I’ll send you an insertable kind. Sometimes the hymen heals closed. You’ll want to keep that from happening.”

“You mean it’s medically expedient for me to use a vibrator?”

“Doctor’s orders,” The Mistress said, massaging inside Chris, who seemed to be enjoying the sensation. With the vibrator on her clitoris and only two fingers inside her vagina, Chris started to pant a little. “And use it to orgasm, too. Don’t think of it as a substitute penis. Lesbians who use vibrators do not have penis envy. Penises have vibrator envy. Okay?”