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Chapters (33)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Notice
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-one
  27. Chapter Twenty-two
  28. Chapter Twenty-three
  29. Chapter Twenty-four
  30. Chapter Twenty-five
  31. Chapter Twenty-six
  32. Also by Tim Gautreaux
  33. Praise

Paul brought the Saxon out and trawled off Point au Fer and came back the same day with a moderate catch. As he was approaching the dock, he saw Colette standing next to the red diesel pump, wearing a housedress and balancing the baby on her hip. As soon as the boat shouldered into the old tires hanging against the dock, he jumped off.

“What’s the matter?”

Her face was hard to read, and she wouldn’t look him in the eye. Matt yelled and pointed at a gull. “I’m still having a hard time, you know?” He could see that she was trying not to be specific in front of Matthew.

Paul touched her elbow and she shifted the boy to that arm. He put his hand in his pocket. “Like you were the other night?”

“Yeah. Like that.” Her eyes were wide and full of ghosts.

“Okay,” he said, looking at the roofline of the fish dock. “Here’s what we gonna do tomorrow.”

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Colette and Matthew slept at her brother’s, and the next morning at first light she met Paul at the steps to her father’s house. Deliberately, like hired movers, they went inside, intent on not stopping to look at things, for Paul knew that if they did that, they would wind up sitting on spindle-back chairs in the hall, staring at a photograph or a package of letters. Colette headed straight for the kitchen and threw out her father’s tins of sardines, mason jars of blackberries he had put up himself, a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of strong, bitter mints. Paul went upstairs to Mr. Jeansomme’s bedroom. First, he put the old man’s underwear and handkerchiefs in paper bags, then he dumped his shirts, pants, and few coats and ties in suitcases he found in a closet. He piled up shoes, socks, and hats, then stripped the bed, bundling the bedclothes to wash the smell of memory out. When Paul looked for the next job, he realized that he was working away from the old man’s body, dealing first with the things closest to the skin. He went through drawers for belts and pocket change, prayer books, broken wristwatches, scratched eyeglasses, a few bottles of pills, unframed black-and-white photographs of Colette and her brother, a half box of corroded .22-caliber bullets.