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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. About The Musician and the Monster
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Dear Reader
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Also by Jenya Keefe
  38. About the Author
  39. More like this

“Yes,” whispered Oberon. “I feel you.”

“I was scared,” said Ángel. “I’m still scared. I couldn’t believe you would love me, especially because I’m not fae, and I don’t have magic—”

“You are overflowing with magic.”

“Am I? Then it’s the wrong kind—so I was scared. And when they told me you didn’t want to see me, I believed it. For a minute. But oh, Oberon. Can’t you feel how I feel?”

Oberon stroked Ángel, reverently. His skin color was coming back—pale taupe, only lightly tinged with gray. “You love me? You love me?”

“I love you,” said Ángel. “Even if you—even if you decide Mendel is the one you love, I’ll still feel this way. It’s not pity, Oberon. I’m just not very brave. But I love you.”

Oberon began, softly, to purr. “I am not going to decide that Mendel is the one I love. I only love you.”

He cuddled Ángel close, rubbing his face against Ángel’s chest. The signals coming from his skin tingled, became warm, soothing; he began to smell faintly like ginger. They lay together, legs entangled, for a long time.

“I read this magazine story,” said Ángel, after a while, “about penguins. That’s a kind of bird. They lived in a zoo, so, like, an artificial environment, but the zookeepers tried to make it as natural for the penguins as possible. And in the spring all the penguins mated and started laying eggs, and the zookeepers noticed that two boy penguins had mated and were trying to incubate a rock.”

Oberon murmured, “How sad.”

“Yes, but then there was an orphan egg, so the zookeepers gave it to the boy penguins, and they adopted it and they were like a little family. Total happy ending, right? But the article said it only happened because there were more boy penguins in the zoo enclosure than girl penguins. In their natural environment, they would have sought out female mates. And later, when there were more girl penguins available, the boy penguins broke up and mated with females, because that’s what’s natural for penguins to do.”

“I am not a penguin,” said Oberon. He raised his head. “Ángel, you are not a penguin, either. This planet has millions of available human mates for you. Do you think you will find a human man you love better, and stop loving me?”

“No.” Ángel was certain of that.

“Why do you have faith in your own love, but not in mine?”

Ángel gazed at him. “I guess that’s a good question.” He touched Oberon’s face, his lips. “I don’t know. Maybe because no one ever loved me before without wanting me to change.” He paused. “Although I think my dad is trying.”

“I want you.” Oberon kissed Ángel’s fingertips, touching one with his tongue, and the sensation sizzled down Ángel’s nerve endings. “Only you.”