Chapters (32)
- Austria, 1986
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- ItalyMarch 1977
Waiting is an art form. Those who live in eastern Europe know its intimacies. The dry lips. The rapid heartbeat.
She shoves her cold hands into her pockets. In the left one she clutches the railway ticket she used to make her own getaway. Prague, Brno, Gmünd… She refuses to throw it away.
The elderly Volkswagen she has bought from a garage is parked up outside the station. God knows what condition the car is in but if it gets them to England it doesn’t matter a toss. On the back seat is a loaf of bread, sausages, apples and beer.
‘You’ll have to marry me if you want to stay in England.’
‘Do I now?’
Her stomach clenches with pain and she begins to shake.
She knows what she has done.
She knows.
She checks her watch. In the world she has just fled, there are many jokes about timetables being made of jelly. She’s not laughing now.
Again, she checks her watch.
If all is well, the newly attached engine is easing its way to the border where the frontier police are poised to open the concrete barriers, leaving it free to gather speed towards Vienna.
If all is well.
She knew that the instructions would be precise. He must chop his hair short and wear a business suit – not his style at all. He must always keep his forged passport to hand.
‘I hope your name won’t be Wilhem,’ she told him as they said goodbye. ‘I refuse to love a Wilhelm. It should be Viktor for Victory.’
On the station bench, she prays that he is occupying the aisle seat – aisle seats are better positioned to make a break for it. In his briefcase should be a made-up schedule of business commitments for his four-day visit to Vienna and a forged docket for the hotel.
She squints into the distance. Smoke is billowing over the trees and, in the far distance, a train moves against a green backdrop. Gradually, it enlarges and bears down towards the station, wheels screeching on the rails as it reins in its momentum. A stink of anthracite and low-grade coal floats over the platforms.
What is love? What is her love? Profound, infinite, burning, tender… all those words.
Guilty?
Her hands clench.
The train has precipitous steps up to the carriages and the passengers are descending. A toddler is coaxed down. An elderly man clings to the rail and summons his courage.
The smug, prosperous couple further along the platform wait to board.
The wind shifts and the engine’s steam throws a dense, white veil over the scene. A man in a pinstriped suit and black brogues steps down from the third carriage. His hat obscures his face but he has short hair and a red handkerchief tucked into his lapel pocket.
Gritty smoke blows into her eyes which are watering copiously.
Her heart beats a tattoo of relief.
Then…