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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prelude
  7. Act One: The Fall of the Elided Keep
  8. 1. In the Ruin of Them
  9. 2. Incarnation
  10. Interlude: The War Paper
  11. 3. The Lever
  12. 4. Neath the Dead Dog’s Tongue
  13. 5. The End of History
  14. 6. The Lightning in the East
  15. A Story About Ash 1
  16. 7. Hesychast, Whose Flesh Is a Temple
  17. 8. Dinner, Destiny …
  18. 9. … and Durance
  19. 10. The Killing Woman
  20. Interlude: RNS Sulane
  21. Interlude: Admiralty War Plot
  22. Act Two: The Fall of the Llosydanes
  23. 11. Scytales and Shao Lune
  24. 12. The Llosydanes
  25. 13. Baru’s Dates
  26. A Story About Ash 2
  27. 14. Is the Oath Kept?
  28. 15. If I Tallied My Life Today
  29. 16. Tau-indi
  30. 17. The Mask Beneath the Mesa
  31. Interlude: The Llosydanes
  32. Interlude: The Mansion Hussacht
  33. Act Three: The Fall of Kyprananoke
  34. 18. Metagames
  35. 19. Cheetah
  36. 20. Glass Pierces Cheek
  37. A Story About Ash 3
  38. 21. The Map Entire
  39. 22. Baru in the Bilge
  40. A Story About Ash 4
  41. 23. The Pithing Needle
  42. 24. Iraji
  43. 25. The Embassy
  44. 26. The Black Emmenia
  45. Eternal
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. Books by Seth Dickinson
  48. About the Author
  49. Newsletter Sign-up

Padrigan looked down at them, and little flakes of grief ash fell off his brow to dust the wet sheets. “You’re here?” His breath stank of wine. His hands were stained by earth. “You’re here with me?”

“I’m here, manata.”

“I’m in love with your mother,” Padrigan said, “and she’s gone.”

“She’s gone?” Tau said, in confusion. “Where has she gone?”

“The Falcresti took her captive. They tricked our armada into harbor at Kyprananoke, and somehow they bought the Kyprananoki into burning our ships. We’re at war with Falcrest.”

“You’re in love with my mother?” Tau-indi felt a great upswelling of gratitude and relief. Abdumasi was in love with their mother. A very odd love, and certain to go unanswered, for ten years was the undisputed limit of an age gap. “But what about Kindalana?”

“Kindalana’s safe with me.” Padrigan’s eyes brimmed with tears. He hugged Tau-indi close. “Of course she’s safe. I’ll keep her safe for you.”

“I killed my father’s other child,” Tau-indi whispered. “He knows. That’s why he doesn’t come back. He knows I killed my twin in the womb.”

“Hush, hush.”

“I killed his child so I could be born alone.”

“Shh,” Padrigan said. “Not today. No talk of killing today. It’s a calendar taboo.”

“Let’s fly kites,” Tau-indi said. “It’s hot in here. It’s hot and bright.”

*   *   *

WHEN Tau’s fever broke, of course, they felt like a damn fool. Falcrest had taken Tahr and now their house needed them in her place. Service was the best balm for grief. So they dressed themself in silk, jeweled their nose and lips, painted their face in royal gold and stars of green, and summoned the Bosoka household together in the yard.

“We grieve for our mother,” they said, feeling at once ridiculous and deeply proud. “But we trust in the principles of our family. Tahr kept the finest trim. Let us call her back to us by remembering her place in the community. Housekeepers, what can you do to remember her?”

They could bring wash water for her in the morning and empty her basins in the evening. They could repair her combs. They could take food from the table for her to eat.

“Groundskeepers, what can you do to remember my mother?”

They could prepare garlands from the Devi-naga exotics she loved to raise. They could smooth the garden path and the beach path behind her ghostly footsteps. They could (one of them weeping now) fly her kite over the lake.

“Clerks, what can you do to remember Tahr Bosoka?”

They could write to her correspondents in Jaro and beyond. They could sell the house skiff and give the money to the ferry project, as she’d wanted. They could continue the education of her laman, Tau-indi.

“Let it thus be done. Let her be remembered back to us.”