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Chapters (33)
  1. Cover
  2. BERKLEY TITLES BY LEXIE ELLIOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  30. Readers Guide
  31. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  32. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  33. What’s next onyour reading list?

“This used to be my bedroom.” Standing here, surveying the space, I’m suddenly sure of it. My small single bed was against the wall over there. I could see the door without moving my head on the pillow . . . Now that I understand the geometry of it, other pieces of furniture are growing in my mind. There was a chest of drawers, and a toy box, and—

“Miss Calder?” The detective is watching me quizzically.

I shake myself. “Sorry. It is . . . real, isn’t it?” I’ve had all night to think. One of my more hopeful scenarios involved this being some kind of prank, the skull merely a prop. But Carrie, Fiona and I had looked at it carefully after our post-discovery tour of the Manse. It looked very real to us.

The detective turns and looks at me with eyes too washed-out for the color to be distinguishable. “We’ll see,” he says. “Would you mind perhaps waiting in the kitchen while we go through some standard procedures?”

I leave them to it, suddenly extraordinarily exhausted. My guess was right: neither Carrie nor I could sleep after Fiona had gone. I’ve already been up for hours and it’s not even half past nine. At least I used some of that time to shower and dress, so I was clean to greet the police officers. Sometime later I’m leaning against the countertop in my oh-so-yellow kitchen nursing a lukewarm cup of coffee when the detective comes to find me. “Miss Calder? I wondered if you could perhaps go over again how you came to find the bones?”

“Which ones, Detective . . . ? Ah, I’m sorry, I’ve forgotten your name.”

“Laws,” he says. “Do you want to sit?”

“No, I’m fine.” I feel simultaneously beyond exhaustion yet awkwardly restless. I don’t want to sit.

He stays on his feet, too. “Shall we start with the first find?” I sigh. “I’m sure you’ve been through this before—”

“Twice actually. Three times if you count when I actually handed them in yesterday.” He spreads his fingers, palm upward. I’m not sure what the gesture is meant to convey. “The fourth time is a charm, I suppose?” When he doesn’t react, I launch into the same explanation I’ve given before, and he listens without looking at me or taking notes in the notebook he has at the ready. He’s probably only a few years older than myself, but he’s a faded man, I find myself thinking, with his pale skin and lean face and the faintest of red hints in his nondescript hair.

“And Callum is Callum McCue?” he asks. There’s a hint of a lilt in his voice but he’s not Scottish. Welsh, I would bet, if I had to pick.