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Contents (73)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Day 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Day 2
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Day 30
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Days 50-51
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Day 56
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Day 80
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Day 81
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Day 82
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Days 85-87
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Day 89
  26. Chapter 16
  27. Day 90
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 94
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Day 100
  32. Chapter 19
  33. Day 102
  34. Chapter 20
  35. Day 106
  36. Chapter 21
  37. Days 106-109
  38. Chapter 22
  39. Chapter 23
  40. Days 113-127
  41. Chapter 24
  42. Day 145
  43. Chapter 25
  44. Day 147
  45. Chapter 26
  46. Chapter 27
  47. Day 148
  48. Chapter 28
  49. Chapter 29
  50. Day 161
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Day 162
  54. Chapter 32
  55. Chapter 33
  56. Days 164-165
  57. Chapter 34
  58. Day 166
  59. Chapter 35
  60. Chapter 36
  61. Days 167-168
  62. Chapter 37
  63. Day 168
  64. Chapter 38
  65. Chapter 39
  66. Chapter 40
  67. Days 171-172
  68. Chapter 41
  69. Day 172
  70. Chapter 42
  71. Chapter 43
  72. Chapter 44
  73. Acknowledgments

“I do detect some change in you,” she said, and a fleeting look of perplexity crossed her face. “There’s something a little bit more, I don’t know, settled. You aren’t as meticulous with your responses to stimuli. I sense more instinct...something different.”

“Is that bad?”

“Not necessarily,” she told him. “But it is a change, and that could be important to the experiment. I also sense a marked increase in your emotional depth, but I think that’s to be expected after the loss of a loved one. A lot of it may be perfectly normal reflection, a period of introspection. That is actually a useful coping mechanism. It means you’re working out your grief in a healthy way. I’m glad to see it, but...” She paused in a manner that made Jeremiah suddenly uncomfortable.

“Was there something else?”

“I’m not sure,” she said, and leaned in to look him hard in the eyes. “Jeremiah, are you absolutely certain there’s no suspicion at home? No one who might be questioning the clone’s authenticity?”

Oh, shit, he thought. Had he let his mind wander? Had she detected thoughts of his mother? Of the emails he’d read? Of Louie? He’d tried to be so careful, but there was no telling what he’d been thinking about under the Meld. If he’d thought about these things for even a moment...

“No,” he said flatly.

“I’m sensing something. It’s quite strong, but I can’t pin it down. Meld isn’t an exact science, mind you, but I have a distinct feeling that someone close to you knows something is wrong. And it’s very possible that I am detecting something that you yourself are not even consciously aware of. But somewhere in your own mind, Jeremiah, I think you have the same suspicions. There’s someone who isn’t fully convinced. I’m almost positive.”

In his head he wanted to tell her yes, he had plenty of suspicions. You bet there was someone who wasn’t convinced. But he kept his cool. He had to.

“I don’t think so,” he tried. “Maybe I’m remembering something about my mother again. Memories, maybe, some jumbled-up thoughts? You remember how upset I was when she didn’t recognize me...or the clone, rather. I haven’t been myself, you know?”

“Maybe,” she said thoughtfully, and leaned back into her chair. “Maybe it is related to that. Let’s talk about something else.”

He breathed an inaudible sigh of relief, happy she was off the topic for the moment.

“Like what?”

“In Brent’s reports, I see the clone and Diana have been at odds lately. Something about an argument on your anniversary?”

Jeremiah steeled himself against the onslaught of prying he knew was coming. But at least this was something he could handle.

“It wasn’t anything serious,” he told her. “Just one of those things. I think the clone had a little too much to drink, is all.”

“Is that typical?” she asked. “Was drinking an issue before?”

“No,” he said defensively. “It’s not a big deal.”

“Is the clone drinking more than you usually did at home? Has that become a problem for him?”