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Contents (73)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Day 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Day 2
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Day 30
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Days 50-51
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Day 56
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Day 80
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Day 81
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Day 82
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Days 85-87
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Day 89
  26. Chapter 16
  27. Day 90
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 94
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Day 100
  32. Chapter 19
  33. Day 102
  34. Chapter 20
  35. Day 106
  36. Chapter 21
  37. Days 106-109
  38. Chapter 22
  39. Chapter 23
  40. Days 113-127
  41. Chapter 24
  42. Day 145
  43. Chapter 25
  44. Day 147
  45. Chapter 26
  46. Chapter 27
  47. Day 148
  48. Chapter 28
  49. Chapter 29
  50. Day 161
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Day 162
  54. Chapter 32
  55. Chapter 33
  56. Days 164-165
  57. Chapter 34
  58. Day 166
  59. Chapter 35
  60. Chapter 36
  61. Days 167-168
  62. Chapter 37
  63. Day 168
  64. Chapter 38
  65. Chapter 39
  66. Chapter 40
  67. Days 171-172
  68. Chapter 41
  69. Day 172
  70. Chapter 42
  71. Chapter 43
  72. Chapter 44
  73. Acknowledgments

“No,” Waterson said. “There are memory issues, certainly, that much we knew. But they are not consistent with what we typically see in dementia. They aren’t impacting the same areas of the brain. In fact, some of those areas actually seem somewhat improved, I think. Her short-term memory, for example, is fine. We may be looking at something altogether different.”

“What do you mean? Different, how?”

“You must remember, I am not a psychiatric doctor, Mr. Adams. I am not the right person to diagnose anything, but I have been trained in the use of Meld. I know what to look for. I saw clear evidence of mild depression, some definite paranoia and perhaps even schizophrenic disorder. We’ll need a brain scan to be absolutely certain, but the synaptic activity I sensed seemed well above what we’d expect in dementia. I actually feel her memory is fairly sound, under the circumstances.”

“How can this be possible?” the clone asked. “You’ve been talking about the onset of her dementia for a year now.”

“This guy is cracked,” Jeremiah said. Brent started typing again.

“If I’m not mistaken,” Waterson said, “there is a family history of schizophrenia, isn’t there?”

“Yes,” the clone told him. “My uncle. Her brother. But she’s never shown any signs of that.”

“It’s not completely out of the question, though. These episodes of hers, the things I saw with the Meld, it may point to a latent tendency toward schizophrenia. Earlier signs of the disorder might have been missed for all we know.”

“I just never thought it would touch her,” the clone said. “I thought that, after all this time, she was fine in that respect.”

In the lab, Jeremiah wondered about the implications of that possibility.

“As I said,” Waterson told the clone, “I’m not the right person to diagnose this. I’m just relaying my impressions from the Meld experience.”

“Does this mean she won’t have to be moved, after all?” the clone asked.

“For the moment, I wouldn’t be opposed to her staying here with us. Emotionally, it might be best for her to stay. I’d like to bring in a specialist, perhaps even put her under the Meld again. That’s quite an exhilarating drug you’ve got there.”

“So I’ve heard,” the clone said.

For the next few hours, Jeremiah paid hardly any attention to the monitor. He had no desire to watch the clone drag through his day at the office after what he’d just seen. Instead, he allowed his mind to wander to thoughts that twisted back in on themselves until he felt dizzy: If his mother could slip so quickly into mental illness, what did that mean for him? Or had the Meld sparked something that had lain dormant in her all this time? What if he’d been wrong all these years about her? What if the things he’d always thought of as eccentric—all her moving around, her restlessness and curiosity—pointed to something more serious than simple quirks? He’d taken the drug more times than she had. Was it having the same impact on his own mind? Could the Meld suicides be related to some dormant insanity? And far more troubling, if his mother didn’t have dementia, why the hell did she suddenly not recognize the clone as her son?