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Contents (73)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Day 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Day 2
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Day 30
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Days 50-51
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Day 56
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Day 80
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Day 81
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Day 82
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Days 85-87
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Day 89
  26. Chapter 16
  27. Day 90
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 94
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Day 100
  32. Chapter 19
  33. Day 102
  34. Chapter 20
  35. Day 106
  36. Chapter 21
  37. Days 106-109
  38. Chapter 22
  39. Chapter 23
  40. Days 113-127
  41. Chapter 24
  42. Day 145
  43. Chapter 25
  44. Day 147
  45. Chapter 26
  46. Chapter 27
  47. Day 148
  48. Chapter 28
  49. Chapter 29
  50. Day 161
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Day 162
  54. Chapter 32
  55. Chapter 33
  56. Days 164-165
  57. Chapter 34
  58. Day 166
  59. Chapter 35
  60. Chapter 36
  61. Days 167-168
  62. Chapter 37
  63. Day 168
  64. Chapter 38
  65. Chapter 39
  66. Chapter 40
  67. Days 171-172
  68. Chapter 41
  69. Day 172
  70. Chapter 42
  71. Chapter 43
  72. Chapter 44
  73. Acknowledgments

Jeremiah moved slowly toward him, blade first, and stared him down, unblinking. A slow smile spread across his face when he saw the fear tighten its grip over the clone, pinning him to the floor. That fear seemed to feed something in Jeremiah. The more the clone cowered, the more intense Jeremiah’s own fury burned.

“Who are you?” the clone whimpered. “What do you want?”

Jeremiah stopped a mere two feet from him and almost laughed.

“Who am I? Don’t you know?” He took a heady delight in taunting him. “Here, take a closer look.”

He spanned the space between them in a few steps and knelt down at eye level, the knife so close to the clone’s face the steel began to fog with his breath.

“Now do I look familiar?” Jeremiah sneered. “Recognize me?”

“How can...” The clone arched his back and craned his neck away from the blade, his eyes wild with confusion. “Please,” he moaned, “please, I have a son!”

The words hit Jeremiah like a slap in the face. He pushed the flat of the knife under the clone’s chin, so tight against his neck that he could feel the pulsing of his veins right through the handle, as though the weapon had become some sort of conduit connecting them.

“No!” Jeremiah spat the word out like venom. “No, I have a son! You have nothing!”

He watched in fascination as the clone’s face twisted in terror, the blood visibly draining from his cheeks, the eyes darting frantically, looking for escape.

“Please,” the clone barely managed, “please.”

It would have been so easy to kill him then. It should have been so easy. One little push into that pulsing vein on the neck. One little slice.

But the sight of that face and the terrified eyes rattled Jeremiah, just for an instant. Just long enough to make him hesitate. Long enough to register the sudden, startling sensation of looking into a mirror. Jeremiah pulled the blade just slightly away from the clone’s neck as the realization spilled over him like defeat. He couldn’t do it. He wouldn’t kill this thing. His hand began to tremble, his breath heavy and hard in the clone’s sniveling face. He hated him. He wanted to do it. He wanted him gone. But something in him held back. This must be, he thought, what people go through in the seconds leading up to suicide. He’d always considered it a cowardly act. In that instant, though, he understood the steely resolve it must take.

Just a few months ago, he thought, this might have been him. This was him. This cowering, frightened mess of a man was him. And Jeremiah knew that. A few months ago, he would have reacted in exactly the same way, pleading for the sake of Parker, terrified at the thought of leaving him—everything relating to the fate of his son. And it was this, Jeremiah supposed, that finally snapped his will. Simple recognition. That, and empathy. A thing he never figured on, but there it was. He had been willing to kill to get Parker back. The clone was begging to stay with him. For all his faults and weakness, for all his mistakes, this clone loved the boy every bit as fiercely as Jeremiah did. It connected them, he thought; like it or not, more than any other of a million similarities, this was what made them the same.