Contents (73)
- Chapter 1
- Day 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Day 2
- Chapter 6
- Day 30
- Chapter 7
- Days 50-51
- Chapter 8
- Day 56
- Chapter 9
- Day 80
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Day 81
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Day 82
- Chapter 14
- Days 85-87
- Chapter 15
- Day 89
- Chapter 16
- Day 90
- Chapter 17
- Day 94
- Chapter 18
- Day 100
- Chapter 19
- Day 102
- Chapter 20
- Day 106
- Chapter 21
- Days 106-109
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Days 113-127
- Chapter 24
- Day 145
- Chapter 25
- Day 147
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Day 148
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Day 161
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Day 162
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Days 164-165
- Chapter 34
- Day 166
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Days 167-168
- Chapter 37
- Day 168
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Days 171-172
- Chapter 41
- Day 172
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Acknowledgments
“Who called from the school?”
“Your counselor. He seems to think you might need some help dealing with all of this. With your mother, I mean.”
Parker stared at the clone without expression. Jeremiah couldn’t tell if he was about to hit him or start crying.
“I don’t need any help,” he said finally. “Especially not from that idiot counselor. He’s always on my back about my ‘emotional landscape.’ Every time someone gets a paper cut, he thinks it’s a ‘plea for help.’ I’m not talking to that whack head about Mom. I hate him.”
“Actually,” the clone said, “he thinks it might be a good idea for you to see someone outside of school. You know Meld, right? That’s the medicine my company makes. He thinks it could help for you to take that with a doctor, just to make sure you’re handling everything. I think it might be a good idea. I told him I’d talk to you about it.”
“What?” Jeremiah jumped up from his seat.
“Oh, yeah, that’s a great idea,” Parker said sarcastically. “That’s the stuff everybody takes and then kills themselves. I don’t think so. You might have fooled everyone else about that stuff when you took it on TV, but I don’t want anyone giving it to me.”
Jeremiah could have jumped through the wall and high-fived Parker. At least someone was thinking clearly. The clone didn’t see it in exactly the same way.
“Well, those people weren’t using it properly,” he said. “It’s perfectly safe when you take it with a doctor. And it really can help. Let’s see how you feel in a few days. You have your suit all set for the wake?”
“You already asked me that. I already told you, I do.”
“And your shoes? What shape are they in?”
“It’s not a problem, Dad. My shoes are fine.”
“We don’t want any last-minute surprises. We’ve got to be on time, and we’ve got to look good.”
“I don’t see why it matters what I’m wearing.”
“It’s out of respect, Parker. It’s customary. Wouldn’t you want to make your mother proud?”
“It’s not like she’s going to care. She’s dead. Remember?”
“Parker...” The clone looked at the boy with a mix of pity and shock. “Don’t talk like that.”
“Well, she is dead, Dad. She’s gone. She’s not going to give a single fuck what I’m wearing. She’s not going to be proud of me. Ever again.”
Jeremiah cringed and looked away from the screen. The kid was reaching out for some sort of comfort in the only way he knew how. If his clone saw that, too, he didn’t act on it.
“Parker, watch your mouth,” he said angrily. “There’s no reason for that. How do you think your mother would react to that kind of language? Pull yourself together.”
Parker pushed his food away and got up from his seat noisily.
“I’m gonna take Louie for his walk,” he said. “Someone around here needs to keep things going.”