Chapters (22)
‘Something is wrong, Rra,’ she prompted.
He drew in his breath. ‘Mma Potokwani, may I talk to you in private?’
She looked surprised. ‘Of course, Rra. There’s nobody else here. And remember I am a matron, and a matron hears all sorts of secrets. I could tell you, Rra! Only this morning there was…’ She stopped herself in time. ‘So you can talk, Rra.’
He looked awkward, and she made a further suggestion. ‘Why don’t we go for a walk, Mr J. L. B. Matekoni?’ she said. ‘It is easy to talk when you are walking.’
She did not wait for an answer, but rose and guided him out of her office. It was warm outside, but the afternoon sun was less oppressive than it had been earlier in the day and they were not uncomfortable. Mma Potokwani suggested that they follow a path that skirted round the edge of the grounds. This would enable them to see the children playing on the small sports field – now not much more than a square of parched and frazzled grass – and also to inspect the new vegetable patch that had been planted near the borehole.
Mma Potokwani did not walk fast. This was not because of any physical impediment, but because of her tendency to stop and examine what she came across; the ancient habit, he thought, of a matron who was used to inspecting and prodding things – and people – for whom she was responsible. So they stopped and looked at a gate that might need rehanging – if anybody could find the time to do it. And as she said this, she looked meaningfully at Mr J. L. B. Matekoni, who nodded meekly and made the offer she was expecting.
‘I should be able to do that some time,’ he said. ‘I can bring Charlie or Fanwell and they will give me a hand.’
‘That is very kind,’ said Mma Potokwani. ‘I was not going to ask you, Rra, of course.’
‘Of course.’
‘But since you offer, what about next week some time?’
He nodded.
‘But tell me, Rra,’ Mma Potokwani said. ‘What is the trouble? It is not a marriage thing, is it?’
He shook his head vigorously. ‘No, never that.’
‘I didn’t think it would be. I know that you and Mma Ramotswe are very happy.’
‘We are,’ he said. ‘But she is happy and unhappy, if you see what I mean.’
Mma Potokwani frowned. ‘I’m not sure that I do, Rra.’
‘I found her crying.’
She appeared to absorb this for a few moments. Then she asked why this was.
‘I don’t know,’ he said. ‘She said it was to do with sitting there and thinking about problems. She said that was why she was crying. But she normally never cries – not even when she has a whole lot of problems to think about.’