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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. The Meaning of India
  3. Introduction to the New Edition
  4. Select Further Reading on Raja Rao
  5. Preface
  6. Part I
  7. 1
  8. 2
  9. 3
  10. 4
  11. 5
  12. 6
  13. 7
  14. 8
  15. 9
  16. 10
  17. Part II
  18. 11
  19. 12
  20. 13
  21. 14
  22. 15
  23. 16
  24. 17
  25. Appendix
  26. Footnotes
  27. 1. The Meaning of India
  28. 2. India—A Fable
  29. 3. My First Meeting with Pandit Jawaharlal
  30. 4. When Malraux Meets Jawaharlal Nehru
  31. 5. Mahatma Gandhi: Saint or Politician
  32. 6. The Silence of Mahatma Gandhi
  33. 7. Wisdom and Power: A Marriage of Necessity
  34. 9. The Kumkum Mark
  35. 10. André Malraux among the Gods of India
  36. 11. On Understanding
  37. 12. In Search of—My Bride
  38. 13. The Shy Bride
  39. 15. Words of Acceptance
  40. 16. The Ultimate Word
  41. 17. Look, the Universe is Burning!
  42. Appendix : Foreword to Kanthapura
  43. Notes
  44. Endnotes
  45. THE BEGINNING

Eager and innocent, he was taken by one of his school fellows, by dubious ways, to a brothel. Gandhi wept for the girl, and soon, humiliatingly, he was pushed out of the room. Gandhi had pity not only for the girl, but also for his wife, his young wife, for he was already married. At the age of thirteen he had married his neighbour’s daughter, Kasturba, also of the same age, who was to be his doggedly difficult but ever loyal companion, in and out of all his adventures with truth.

Meanwhile his father having died, it was decided that Mohandas could become a prime minister like his ancestors only if he had a British degree. Thus on borrowed money, and while still very young—he was only eighteen—he left behind his widowed mother, his weeping wife, his first son—much like Gautama, the Budha, unbeknownst to himself, this was the ride out from Kapilavastu. There was no horse and no moon, only a miserable train took him to Bombay, where he had to face his orthodox Hindu adversaries, who would not permit him to cross the seas. This was against all tradition. Young though he was he disobeyed the elders, but courteously so, and sailed for the great city of London.

There, just as the Buddha had, on the banks of the Ganges wandered among the Yogis and the ascetics, questioning philosophies and practising severe austerities, Gandhi wandered among the Christians, the contraceptionists, the Fabians, living like a monk, for his habits of economy and his study of Hindu thought were begun in London. He also discovered in London the scientific beauty of vegetarianism. He learnt some Latin, a little violin, took a hurried trip to Paris (ate dinner at the Eiffel Tower) and returned to India a barrister of the Inner Temple.

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One thinks one searches for the Truth, but in India we say Truth itself seeks you. For, on arrival in Bombay, he met the greatest spiritual teacher he was ever to encounter—Raychandbhai. Raychandbhai was a pearl merchant and a very successful one at that, and yet so completely detached from his activities, his life itself was pure meditation. Nothing belongs to the inner being—the body and mind function in terms of one’s Karma. Wisdom thus may be explained, like the Gita does, as that which sees ‘activity in inactivity and inactivity in activity’.

On arrival in Bombay he had also heard of his deeply loved mother’s death. We say in India a bad son may sometimes be born but a bad mother never. This sorrow made Gandhi’s meeting with Raychandbhai ever more urgent, and deeply resonant. Religion was slowly leading him to philosophy, from a search for sainthood to a search for truth.