The Martins

David Foenkinos is the author of 17 novels. His books have been translated into 40 languages. His novel Delicacy was made into a film starring Audrey Tautou. He received the 2014 Prix Renaudot and Prix Goncourt des lycéens for Charlotte.

Sam Taylor is an author and former correspondent for The Observer. His translations include Laurent Binet’s HHhH, Leïla Slimani’s Lullaby and Maylis de Kerangal’s The Heart, for which he won the French-American Foundation Translation Prize.

THE MARTINS

David Foenkinos

Translated from the French by Sam Taylor

Gallic Books

London

A Gallic Book

First published in France as La famille Martin

by Éditions Gallimard

Copyright © Éditions Gallimard, 2020

English translation copyright © Sam Taylor, 2022

First published in Great Britain in 2022 by Gallic Books,

12 Eccleston Street, London, SW1W 9LT

This book is copyright under the Berne Convention

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A CIP record for this book is available from the British Library

ISBN 978-19-13547-30-1

Typeset in Fournier MT by Gallic Books

Printed in the UK by CPI (CR0 4YY)

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The value of coincidence equals the degree of its improbability.

Milan Kundera

1

I was struggling to write. I was going round in circles. For years I’d invented the stories I wrote, rarely tapping into reality. I was working on a novel about a writers’ workshop. The action took place during a weekend devoted to words. But I couldn’t find those words. My characters made my head spin with boredom. Any real-life story would be better than this, I thought. Any non-fictional existence. Often during book signings, readers would come up to me and say: ‘You should write about my life – it’s incredible!’ This was almost certainly true. I could go into the street, stop the first person I met, ask them for a few biographical details, and whatever they told me would, I felt sure, inspire me more than anything I could make up myself. That was how it started. I actually told myself: go out into the street and the first person you see will be the subject of your next book.

2

There was a travel agency below my apartment; I walked past that strange, dimly lit office every day. One of the women who worked there would often come outside to smoke a cigarette. She would stand there, practically motionless, staring at her phone. I would sometimes wonder what she was thinking about, because I do believe that total strangers have lives of their own. So that day I went outside and thought: if she’s there, on her cigarette break, she will be the heroine of my next novel.

But the smoker wasn’t there. A minute sooner or later and I might have been her biographer. Instead my eye was caught by the sight of an elderly woman crossing the road, pulling a purple shopping trolley. This old woman didn’t know it yet, but she had just entered the literary realm. She had just become the main character in my new book (assuming she agreed to my suggestion, of course). I could have waited for inspiration or for a more appealing character. But no, the rule I’d set myself was to write about the first person I saw. There was no alternative. I hoped that this orchestrated coincidence would lead to an exciting story, or towards the kind of insight that allows you to understand something important about life. I had great expectations for this woman.

3

I went up to her and apologised for bothering her. I spoke with the honeyed politeness of a salesman. She slowed down, looking surprised. I explained that I lived nearby, that I was a writer. When you stop someone who’s walking, you have to get straight to the point. It’s often said that old people are suspicious of strangers, but she immediately rewarded me with a big smile. I felt confident enough to tell her about my plan.

‘So … I’d like to write a book about you.’

‘Sorry?’

‘I know this might seem a bit strange, but … It’s a sort of challenge that I set myself. I live just over there,’ I added, pointing to my apartment building. ‘I’ll spare you the details but basically I decided that I was going to write about the first person I met in the street.’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘Could I buy you a coffee now so I can explain?’

‘Now?’

‘Yes.’

‘I can’t. I have to go home. I have things I need to put in the freezer.’

‘Ah, right, I understand,’ I replied, wondering if my story was already becoming pathetic. I was excited about the possibilities of my idea, yet here I was having to write about the necessity of not letting frozen products thaw. A few years after winning the Prix Renaudot, I felt the shiver of decline run down my spine.

I said I could wait for her in the café at the end of the street, but she told me to come with her instead. By asking me to follow her home, she immediately showed her trust in me. In her shoes, I would never have let a writer into my apartment that easily. Particularly a writer in search of inspiration.

4

A few minutes later I was sitting alone in her living room while she busied herself in the kitchen. To my surprise, I was overcome by emotion. Both my grandmothers had died years before; it had been a long time since I’d found myself in an old woman’s apartment. Her home was so similar to my memories of theirs: the plastic tablecloth, the loudly ticking clock, the faces of grandchildren in gold-coloured frames. With a pang I remembered those visits. We never said much, but I enjoyed our conversations.

My heroine returned carrying a tray. On it was a cup and a few biscuits. She hadn’t thought to have anything at all herself. To reassure her, I gave a brief summary of my career, but she didn’t seem worried anyway. It had clearly not even crossed her mind that I might be an impostor or a manipulator, a dangerous man. Later I asked her why she’d been so trusting. ‘You looked like a writer,’ she replied, leaving me slightly confused. To me, most writers look lecherous or depressed. Sometimes both. Anyway, as far as this woman was concerned, I looked the way I was supposed to look.

I was impatient to discover the subject of my new novel. Who was she? First of all, I needed to know her family name.

‘Tricot,’ she said.

‘Tricot, like knitting?’

‘That’s right.’

‘And your first name?’

‘Madeleine.’

So I was in the presence of Madeleine Tricot. I felt doubtful for a few seconds. It was not a name I could ever have invented. I have sometimes spent whole weeks trying to think up a character’s name, convinced as I was that the sound of a name has an influence on a person’s fate. It even helped me to understand certain temperaments. A Nathalie could never act like a Sabine. With every name I invented, I would weigh up the pros and cons. And now, suddenly, without any procrastination, I found myself with Madeleine Tricot. That’s one advantage of reality: it saves time.

On the other hand, there is a fairly sizeable disadvantage: the lack of any alternative. I’d already written a novel about a grandmother and the issues of ageing. Was I going to be stuck with this theme again? It didn’t really excite me, but I had to accept all the consequences of my plan. What would be the point if I started to sidestep reality? After thinking about it, I decided that it wasn’t merely coincidence that I had met Madeleine: once writers hit on a favourite theme, they are doomed to keep writing about it for life.¹

1. 1. Then again, walking the streets of Paris’s seventeenth arrondissement at ten in the morning, I was hardly likely to bump into a go-go dancer.

5

Madeleine had lived in the neighbourhood for forty-two years. It was possible I’d already seen her around, although her face didn’t seem familiar. I was relatively new to the area, but I did spend hours walking the streets to help myself think. I was one of those novelists for whom writing is like annexing a territory.

Madeleine must know about the lives of lots of people around here, I thought. She must have seen children grow up and neighbours die; she must be aware of the ghosts of old bookshops hiding behind shiny new supermarkets. There is undoubtedly a certain pleasure to be found in spending your whole life in the same place. What struck me as a geographical prison was a world of familiar landmarks, protective and comforting. My excessive love of escape often led me to move house (I was also the kind of person who never took off their coat in a restaurant). The truth was that I preferred to leave behind the scenes of my past, whereas Madeleine was constantly surrounded by memories. When she walked past her daughters’ school, she perhaps saw them running towards her again, throwing their arms around her neck and shouting ‘Maman!’

While we weren’t yet close, our discussion had got off to a good start. We conversed so effortlessly that, after a few minutes, it seemed to me that we had both forgotten the context of our meeting. This is confirmation of a simple fact: people like talking about themselves. A human being is a walking autobiographical novel. I sensed that Madeleine was thrilled by the idea someone might be interested in her. So where would we start? I didn’t want to tell her which memories to unwrap first. In the end she asked: ‘Should I tell you about my childhood?’

‘If you like. But you don’t have to. We could start with any period of your life.’

She looked slightly lost at this. She wanted me to guide her through the labyrinth of her past. But just as I was about to begin questioning her, she turned to look at a small framed photograph.

‘We could talk about René, my husband,’ she said. ‘He died a long time ago … So he’d like it if we talked about him first.’

‘Ah, okay …’ I replied, noting that in addition to all my living readers, I now also had to please the dead.

6

Madeleine took a deep breath, like a diver, as if her memories were hiding somewhere at the bottom of the sea. And she started to talk. She’d met René in the late sixties, at a Bastille Day party held in a fire station. She and a friend of hers had gone to the party in search of some handsome hunk they could dance with. But it was a rather puny man who approached her. Madeleine immediately warmed to him. She sensed he was not the kind of man who was in the habit of chatting up strange girls. And she was right. He must have felt something rare, in his body or his heart, to have dared approach her like that.

René told her later the reasons for his attraction. According to him, she looked exactly like the actress Michèle Alfa. Just like me, Madeleine had never heard of Michèle Alfa. It was true that she didn’t make many films after the war. When she found the actress’s photograph in a magazine, young Madeleine was surprised: there was only a vague resemblance. At most, you could describe the two women as being slightly similar. But for René, Madeleine was practically Michèle Alfa’s double. The source of his emotion went much further back, to a terrifying episode from his childhood. During the war, his mother had been part of a Resistance network. Pursued by the Milice, she had hidden her young son in a cinema.² Poor, frightened René had clung to the faces on the screen, and Michèle Alfa’s became, for him, an unforgettably reassuring image. So it was that, over twenty years later, he glimpsed the ghost of his protector in the eyes of a woman at a firemen’s ball. Madeleine asked him the title of the film. L’aventure est au coin de la rue, he replied: Adventure awaits at the corner of the street. I was stunned but tried not to show it. The title seemed to nod uncannily to the concept behind my new book.

Madeleine had been thirty-three at the time. All her female friends were already married with children. She thought perhaps it was time for her to ‘settle down’ too. She explained that she was using this expression – ‘se ranger’ – with reference to the title of Simone de Beauvoir’s book Mémoires d’une jeune fille rangée, which had been published in the years prior to her encounter with René. She didn’t want to disrespect her husband’s memory but preferred to be straightforward with me: at the time she had been motivated more by reason than by passion. It was nice and reassuring to be loved by a man who was so sure of his feelings for her; so nice that she was able to forget the truth of her own feelings. Over time, René’s kindness and consideration won her heart and in the end there could be no doubt: Madeleine loved him. But she never felt for him the devastating rapture she had felt for her first love.

She paused for a moment, clearly reluctant to talk about something so painful. Some scars never heal, I thought. Of course I was intrigued by this allusion to an apparently tragic passion. In terms of my novel, it was a promising prospect. But she had shown so much spontaneous trust in me that I didn’t want to rush her by asking her to elaborate on that brief mention. She would return to it later. And while I cannot now reveal the things that I learned in the weeks and months that followed, I can certainly say that this intense love affair would form an important part of my story.

For now, let’s stick with René. After their first meeting at the party, they agreed to see each other again soon. A few months later, they were married. And a few years after that, they were parents. Stéphanie was born in 1974, Valérie in 1975. Back then, it was unusual to become a mother in one’s late thirties. Madeleine had delayed the moment mostly for professional reasons. And while she enjoyed motherhood, she struggled with the consequences that it had on her career. She regarded this as an injustice perpetrated against women by a patriarchal society. ‘And my husband started working longer hours, so I was often left alone with the children …’ she said in a voice still tinged with bitterness. But it seemed fairly pointless to blame a dead man.

René probably didn’t realise how frustrated his wife felt. He was proud of his career at the RATP, the Paris public transport company. After starting out as a train driver on the metro, he ended up as one of the RATP’s highest-ranking executives. For him, the company was a second family, and retirement struck him like a guillotine blade. Madeleine found herself alone with a sad, lost man. ‘He couldn’t stand doing nothing,’ she kept repeating, her voice growing quieter each time. He had died twenty years before, but when she spoke about him the emotion still seemed raw. René would get up each morning like a soldier without a war. His wife encouraged him to take evening classes or do volunteer work, but he rejected all her suggestions. In truth, he had been deeply wounded by the way all his former colleagues had gradually turned their backs on him. He came to realise that all these friendships he had developed over years were in fact hollow and meaningless, and everything seemed pointless, absurd. He was diagnosed with colon cancer, which enabled him to find a label for his vague sense of decline. His funeral took place barely a year after his retirement and many of his former colleagues turned up. Madeleine looked at them one by one, without a word. Some of them gave speeches at the ceremony, praising him as a moral, warm-hearted man, but René was no longer there to hear these belated proofs of undying friendship. His wife considered their behaviour pathetic but kept her thoughts to herself. Instead she basked in memories of the tenderness, the peaceful harmony that she and René had shared. They’d accomplished so much together, been through so many joyous and painful experiences, and now it was all over.