Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- What Happened to the Witnesses?
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Rory Clements Readers’ Club
- Letter from Author
She took his left hand in hers. For a minute, they simply looked at each other, lost for words to fill in the gap. Their lives had changed so dramatically; neither of them was the carefree, besotted young idealist of their days together in the Swiss mountains.
‘I heard something,’ he said at last.
Miriam nodded again. ‘Yes, I know. Dr Kuhn made a terrible mistake but fortunately one of her colleagues pointed it out to her. She then went to great lengths to make contact with me. She had confused me with another woman named Miriam with similar features and is deeply apologetic about her error. She told me that you were in the British Army, and they said you were on secondment here.’
‘That doctor told me that you were a greifer. A catcher of Jews.’
‘I can promise you that wasn’t me. I was in Zurich long before those events. I got married in December 1943; my husband was an Italian businessman who had sought asylum in Switzerland.’
It was information he didn’t want to hear. Nor did he want to hear about her child. ‘How did you get out of Germany? The Red Orchestra got you out?’
‘An underground group of anti-Nazis. I don’t know what name they went by. It’s a long story, for another day.’
‘Maria Dienstag told me they helped you. I didn’t know what to think.’
‘You have spoken to Maria? She is still alive?’
‘She has had a bad time. Her husband was arrested by the Gestapo and executed. Then her baby died. I found her outside your old house, half crazy with grief, trying to find help for the child – but he was already long dead, there in the pram.’
‘Dear Maria, she took me in and saved my life. Where is she now?’
‘I got her to a British military hospital, where she was helped. When I left her, she had finally accepted that her child was dead. She found lodging and food, in return for helping at a church. Hopefully life will improve for her.’
‘Oh, you will give me her address, won’t you?’
‘Of course.’
‘And you, Mo? Your family?’
He tried to tell her they were all dead, but he couldn’t speak. The words stuck in his throat and the tears welled up; for the first time in all these years of war and horror, he wept.
*
When Wilde regained consciousness, he was aware of only one thing – the stench of fire, smoke and metal. Then came the roaring in his ears. He was trying to speak but if any words emerged he couldn’t hear them. Last of all, he saw the face of a woman, Paula, also moving her lips without sound.
He pointed at his ears. ‘I can’t hear,’ he said, though he wasn’t certain the words had actually come out of his mouth.