Quentin hadn’t spent a lot of time with little kids in his life. He mostly fell back on treating them like adults. Eleanor didn’t seem to mind.
“No,” she said lightly. She didn’t look up or stop coloring.
“Do you know when she’s coming back?”
She shook her head. What kind of mother would leave a five-year-old to take care of herself? Quentin felt sorry for Eleanor. She was a sweet, earnest little girl. She made him feel paternal, which wasn’t a feeling he had much experience with, but he was finding that he liked it. She obviously didn’t get much attention, and what she got wasn’t exactly dripping with maternal affection.
“All right. We have to go soon, but we’ll wait till she gets back.”
“You don’t have to.”
“Well, we sort of do. Are you still drawing bunny-pegasi?”
“Yes.”
“You know, I think they might be hare-pegasi, not bunnies. Hares are bigger, and much fiercer.”
“They’re bunnies.”
The eternal question. Eleanor changed the subject.
“I made these for you.”
With some effort she pulled open a desk drawer—the humidity made it stick, and when it came unstuck it pulled out all the way and fell on the floor. She rummaged in it and took out some papers, four or five of them, and handed them to Quentin. They were heavily scribbled over in colored pencil.
“They’re passports,” she said, anticipating his question. “You need them if you want to leave Fillory.”
“Who said I’m leaving Fillory?”
“You need them if you’re leaving Fillory,” she said. “If you’re not you don’t need them. They’re just in case.”
And then more quietly: “You have to fold them in half yourself.”
She must have been copying from something official, because they were in their own way impressive documents. They had the Fillorian arms on the front, or a crude facsimile thereof. Inside Quentin’s—once you folded it in half—there was a picture of Quentin, more or less, with a big red smile and a golden crown on his head, and some squiggly lines representing writing. On the back were the arms of the Outer Island: a palm tree and a butterfly. She’d made one for each of them, even the sloth, whom she had never seen but had been extremely interested in. She must be bored stiff without any other kids around, Quentin thought. She must be practically raising herself.
He could relate. He was an only child too, and his parents had never paid much attention to him either. They considered their attitude toward parenting to be rather enlightened: they weren’t going to be the kind of couple whose lives revolved around their child. They gave him a lot of freedom and never asked him for much. Though the funny thing about never being asked for anything is that after a while you start to feel like maybe you don’t have anything worth giving.
“Thank you, Eleanor. That was very, very sweet of you.” He bent down and kissed her on her blond crown.