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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Praise for The Lie
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Keep Reading
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Book Club Questions for The Lie by C.L. Taylor
  57. A Conversation With C.L. Taylor
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by C.L. Taylor
  60. About the Publisher

Leanne shivers and pulls the blanket over her head. “Is this because you’ve got no reception on your phone? I know it’s hard because you can’t check to see if Simone has texted you, but that’s part of the reason we’re here. You’ve got an unhealthy attachment to her. You need to acknowledge your past so you can free yourself from it. Isaac thinks—”

“I don’t give two fucks what Isaac thinks.”

Daisy and I exchange a look. Al’s never snapped at Leanne like that before.

“Seriously.” Al stands up straight so she’s no longer resting against the tree trunk. “You need to listen to yourself, Leanne. Ever since we got here it’s been Isaac this, Isaac that. Toxic minds, unhealthy attachment, meditating on nothingness; you’re even starting to sound like him.”

“And is that such a bad thing?” The yak blanket slips from Leanne’s head as she pulls herself up to her full five-foot height. Her beady eyes peer up at Al from under her glasses. “Isaac’s happy, Isis is happy, Cera is happy, everyone here is happy – and we’re not. Why do you think that is? Because they haven’t got any unhealthy attachments, and we have.”

“I’d like to get unhealthily attached to Isaac,” Daisy says, but no one laughs. She glances back towards the patio. I can’t see Isaac’s face but I can tell from the angle of his body that he’s gazing down past the gardens and into the orchard, watching us.

Al draws on her cigarette then tips back her head and exhales. The grey smoke spirals into the darkness and then disappears. “So how did purging yourself of your past work for you, Leanne? Are you a happy little sunbeam now?”

Leanne bristles. “There’s no need to be a bitch about it.”

“Sorry!” Al holds up her hands. “I don’t want to fall out with you, Leanne, honestly, but this place is doing my head in. I want to leave, I need to, and it’s got nothing to do with Simone.”

“Give it a couple of days,” Daisy says. “There’s going to be a big party once Gabe and Ruth get back from Pokhara. There’ll be vodka, lots of it! Brought up here on a donkey – a donkey, for goodness’ sake! Although how they can call themselves a business and run out of food and drink when they’ve got guests staying, I don’t know.”

Al shakes her head. “Sorry, mate, not interested. I’d rather be back down at the hotel in Pokhara with my feet in the pool.”

“But we wouldn’t be there.”

“I’ll cope. It won’t be long until you lot join me.” Al grinds her cigarette butt into the ground with the heel of her flip-flop. “I’d better go and get packed if I want to leave tonight.”

“Tonight?”