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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Praise for The Lie
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Keep Reading
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Book Club Questions for The Lie by C.L. Taylor
  57. A Conversation With C.L. Taylor
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by C.L. Taylor
  60. About the Publisher

Her voice is bright but her words are slurred, pooling together like spilt mercury. It takes me a while to adjust to the gloom, but then I see her, sitting cross-legged in the corner.

“I’m sorry.” I twist away, shielding my view with a hand. “I didn’t realise—”

“It’s fine. I’m comfortable with being naked.” She pauses. “Sorry, I forgot you’re an outsider. You can look now.”

When I turn back she’s clutching a blanket to her chest. Isaac is standing beside her, his back to the wall, smoking. The scent of tobacco does little to mask the smell emanating from the bucket at his feet.

“Is there anything you’d like to ask Paula, Emma?” He asks the question casually, but there’s a tension to the way he’s standing – ramrod straight, with one arm crossing his body, gripping his side.

“Are you okay?” It’s feeble but it’s the best I can manage.

“I’m fucking wonderful!” Paula laughs again.

“Did you agree to be locked in here?”

I expect her to look at Isaac. Instead, she stares me straight in the eye. “Yes.”

I stare into the gloom, unsure what to say next. Even if she didn’t come here of her own volition, Paula is not about to admit that to me with Isaac listening in. His presence fills the hut.

“Don’t look at me like that.” Paula stands up suddenly and lurches towards me. The blanket falls from her body but she doesn’t stoop to pick it up. “Don’t pity what you don’t understand.”

“I don’t. But you’re right, I don’t understand what’s going on.”

She glances down at my hands, knotted together in front of me. “That’s because you’re still rooted in your old life. You’re still hanging on to the thoughts, feelings and values you think are normal but actually make you desperately unhappy. How old are you, Emma?”

“Twenty-five.”

She takes another step forward until her face is millimetres from mine. “And for how many of those years have you felt truly content?”

I fight the urge to cover my nose with a hand. I can smell alcohol on her breath but there’s something else too, a rancid scent I can’t identify.

“Some.”

“Some?” She smiles, her teeth and the whites of her eyes dull and grey in the darkness. “Or none? Because you can lie to yourself all you like about the value of friendship and the importance of family, but you will never know true contentment until you let go of your attachments.”