Chapters (43)
- Pronunciation
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Acknowledgments
I grinned. “You cannae get rid of me that easy.” And I couldn’t have been happier that I’d found her again.
“Dad, you’ve got to take your trousers off. They’re still wet.”
So they are! They must have got soaked on the boat. I stand up and I can’t seem to get the zip down. She helps me open them up and I step out of them as they fall to the floor. Now she’s pulling my jersey up over my head. Easier just to let her do it. But I can manage the shirt buttons myself. I don’t know why, but my fingers feel so stiff and clumsy these days.
I watch her as she crosses to the wardrobe to get fresh trousers and a neatly pressed white shirt. She’s a lovely-looking girl.
“Here, Dad.” She holds out the shirt towards me. “Do you want to put it on yourself?”
I reach out and stroke her face, and feel such tenderness for her. “I don’t know what I’d have done if they hadn’t taken you to the island, too, Ceit. I really thought I’d lost you for good.”
I see such confusion in her eyes. Doesn’t she realize how I feel about her?
“Well, I’m here now,” she says, and I beam at her. So many memories, so much emotion.
“Remember how we used to haul the seaweed up from the shore?” I say. “In those big panniers on the little horses. To fertilize the feannagan. And I would help you dig yours.”
Why is she frowning? Maybe she doesn’t remember.
“Feannagan?” she says. “Crows?” Switching to English now. “How can you fertilize crows, Dad?”
Silly girl! I can hear myself laughing. “That’s what they called them, of course. Grand tatties they gave us, too.”
She’s shaking her head again. And sighs, “Oh, Dad.”
I want to shake her, dammit! Why doesn’t she remember?
“Dad, I came to tell you that I have to go to Glasgow to sit some exams. So I won’t be here for a couple of days. But Fionnlagh’ll come and see you. And Fin.”