Chapters (28)
- Cover
- Half Title Page
- Also By
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Epigraph
- ONE: The Conclave
- TWO: Blood Nocturne
- THREE: Hunter of Hunters
- FOUR: The Castle of the White Queen
- FIVE: The Skylights of Paris
- SIX: Martin Soule
- SEVEN: Deathtrap
- EIGHT: Flicker of Fire
- NINE: Lady of the Knife
- TEN: The Traveler
- ELEVEN: Queen of the Night
- TWELVE: Sourball Express
- THIRTEEN: All Through the Night
- FOURTEEN: The Veils
- FIFTEEN: Scorpion Dance
- SIXTEEN: Demon Lovers
- SEVENTEEN: Blood Child
- EIGHTEEN: Careless Love
- NINETEEN: Trapped
- TWENTY: The Love Child
They said it was the nervous system shorting out because of the fluid loss. Miriam hoped so. But what if the reality was that men had the souls, not us? If we were the brilliant animals, they the dim angels? That would be an irony, that an animal had created an angel.
When she meditated before her Buddha, she asked these questions: Why do we live so long? Is it because we have been denied a soul? If so, could I trade? And why, O God, if you are there, why are we cold . . . so cold?
The rest of her kind lived to eat. She ate to live. She spent heavily, just as her family always had. She consumed money without thought, like so much candy or caviar. Her club, the Veils, was the most exclusive in New York. In a strong month, and most of its months were very strong, drugs and liquor would bring in a half-million-dollar profit. There was no cover charge, of course. If you were important enough to enter the Veils at all, you certainly weren’t the sort of person who would be expected to pay a cover.
Miriam had been the friend of kings for two thousand years. She had seen their generations rise and fall. She loved them in their pride and momentary lives. She loved their finest things, the jewels and whispering silks, the attention paid to the very rich.
When the wallets of her peers opened, you could practically hear creaking. She had fun; they had their careful customs and their dreary, conservative habits. She wanted meaning from life, they wanted only to keep breathing.
But now, for all their rejecting ways, she needed them. Her plan was to travel to all of the current conclaves, at once charming and, hopefully, seducing a man.
Deep in memory’s mist, she’d had a baby. She still remembered the moment of conception as if it were yesterday. For women of her kind, conception was the most exquisite pleasure they could know. At the moment a man’s semen fertilized one of your eggs, your whole body reacted with an unforgettable explosion of nerve-tingling delight. Even after all this time, part of her being remained focused on that stunning moment.
They always knew the sex of the baby within them, and she and Eumenes named their boy and fell in love with him from that first, joy-filled night. Then had come the pregnancy, a year of gestation . . . and the pain and the loss she’d felt as the silent, blue form of her dead infant was laid on her belly. Soon after, her beloved husband also died. Practically nothing could kill them—they never got sick, they couldn’t. But he had weakened and wasted, and no one knew why. All her love, all her care, was not enough to save her dear Eumenes, not after he stopped eating.