Back The Last Train
Chapters (63)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. DEDICATION
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘He threw the body from the back of the house into the Tay in a panic, that afternoon of the fated train crossing. The sister watched, terrified, from the window. And so what were identified as injuries inflicted by the rocks on the riverbank were in fact the head injuries poor Janet sustained on her own scullery floor. The sister is the only one who saw what happened and she was in a terrible state upon telling me. I had to promise her on my children’s lives I would not say anything to the authorities.’

‘Robert, that is horrible.’ She looked at his face, trying to see his expression in the darkness. ‘But why are you telling me all this?’

Robert gave a wide yawn and slumped down a little on the bench. ‘I speak the truth to you now because I shall explain what is going to happen. I shall go to Tasmania in three days’ time. The ship is booked, I have a berth for myself and my two children.’

‘How in God’s name do you think you can do that?’

‘By law they are my children, not yours.’

‘You expect me to say nothing at all? Allow you to take my children off to the other side of the world and simply say farewell?’

‘Ann, if you do not, the consequences would not be terribly pleasant for you, I fear. The little cottage in Glenisla might no longer suit your ladylike constitution – perhaps one of the tenement flats in Lochee might be more appropriate. Indeed, you could ply your wares on the streets at night.’

She slapped him hard. ‘How dare you, how dare you.’

He put his hand to his cheek then grasped her hands and drew closer. ‘I do not imagine your wealthy friends would like to know that you are no more a lady than the whores down at the docks. I am drawing up contracts tomorrow regarding the mill and also your finances. I had thought to change ownership of the mill but I decided last night to keep things as they are, with Johnston in charge, he’s a good man. I will be providing you with a generous allowance and leaving you the house and servants. Provided you say nothing malicious, you can invent some tale about being sent for at a future date, as you wish.’

He put his hand up to his mouth to stifle another yawn and she pulled her hands away and reached into her pocket.

She put her other hand onto his coat and started to unbutton it. ‘Robert, you are my husband, have you no heart?’ She slipped her hand onto his thin silk waistcoat and rubbed his chest where his heart was. ‘I cannot believe you would deprive me of my children. I love you and…’

‘Love me, ha! You have never loved me, you used me,’ he slurred, slumping further down the bench. His eyes were closing.