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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

Davis gave a sudden exclamation. Gemma and Meredith both looked up to see what he was looking at. His eyes were bulging out of his head with a sort of delighted awe as he seemed to drink Meredith in.

‘No way! I don’t believe it. It’s you, isn’t it! You’re Merry Heather! Fuck m— Um, sorry. I mean, wow, that’s amazing. I am a huge fan.’

Meredith felt the blood drain from her face. No. Surely not … Nobody, but nobody had recognised her in years! How could this guy, who didn’t even look old enough to have been buying records when the band were famous…?

For so long it was what she had been dreading more than anything; far more so since Iain’s phone call last year. She sat on her hands to stop them shaking. It’s OK, she told herself. If anyone’s going to recognise you, it’s good that it’s a policeman. Safe. Nothing bad will happen.

Gemma stood up, concerned. ‘Are you OK? You’ve gone a funny grey colour. Let me get you some water.’ She turned to Davis. ‘Merry Heather?’

‘Merry Heather!’ he crowed, slightly less effusively now that he’d witnessed Meredith’s shock. ‘Lead singer of Cohen, one of the best bands on the planet!’ The excitement in his tone ramped up again. ‘My big brother had all your records, and I really got into you through him. I don’t think I’d have made the connection though, if I hadn’t spotted that.’ He pointed at a mug on the coffee table, with the logo COHEN emblazoned on it. ‘You look very different.’

Yes, that was certainly her intention, Meredith thought, scowling at the offending mug. Pete had had it for so long, she’d forgotten it was there.

‘God, I adored you when I was a teenager.’ He was practically gushing now, and Meredith had the urge to punch him in the throat.

‘It was a very long time ago,’ she said eventually, in a voice that she hoped did not invite further discussion. ‘I don’t talk about it. It’s all in the past now.’

Gemma had found a glass on the draining board and filled it. She brought it over and handed it to Meredith who took an obedient sip, but Gemma hadn’t let the tap run first and the water tasted warm and brackish.

Meredith still couldn’t figure out, even with the aide-memoire of the mug, how Davis could have made the connection. In the band’s heyday she had resembled a female Robert Smith from The Cure, with wild backcombed black hair, not the mousy short bob that she had now worn for several years.