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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

Caitlin was just pulling up the shutters outside Sarum Discs when I passed through the Old George Mall on my way to school, an unlit rollie stuck to her bottom lip. The little bells at the bottom of her crinkled Indian drawstring-waist skirt tinkled as she moved. ‘Hi Meredith, beautiful day, isn’t it!’

I grunted. Caitlin was one of life’s relentlessly cheerful people; even more so in the past few weeks since she’d had a new boyfriend. It was ‘Sam this, Sam that, Sam thinks … Sam says…’ all bloody day. It sometimes made it a bit hard to work with her on a Saturday, particularly if I was hungover. I usually just turned up the volume on the stereo to drown her out.

‘Oh dear!’ Her voice chimed like the tiny bells. ‘What’s the matter?’

‘It’s my birthday,’ I said. ‘And I hate my parents.’

She rushed over and gave me a tinkly hug, wafting patchouli as usual. ‘Happy birthday! What a bummer you have to go to school. And don’t worry, everyone hates their folks. Come in after and we’ll have a special celebration, Alaric’s got the new Bauhaus record in. I’ll get a cake and … Oh wait, what am I thinking? I can’t. I took a half day. Guess where I’m going?’

My mood plummeted again at the immediate retraction of the offer – even though it wasn’t like this was my only chance to mark the occasion; I was having a night out with friends at the weekend. ‘Oh right. Don’t know. Somewhere with lover boy, I imagine?’

A brief, agonised expression flitted across Caitlin’s face, and I thought, uh-oh, trouble at t’mill?

‘No – Sam’s … busy this weekend. We’ve had a bit of a fight, actually. Try again.’

I wanted to ask if she was going to dance naked in the moonlight at Stonehenge. Caitlin was what my mother called ‘a loosely woven sort, probably knits her own yogurt’. Mum didn’t like hippies.

‘I’m going to Greenham!’

‘Wow, no way. Really?’ I probably sounded sarcastic, but was actually quite impressed. The women’s peace camp had been on Greenham Common for more than two years, and apparently there were tens of thousands of women living there, camping around the airbase perimeter fence. Living! I’d often wondered how they supported themselves financially. Or bathed. Whenever it featured on the news, I was simultaneously curious and appalled at the sight of all the mud, filth and violence. A few months back they’d managed, just by sending out a chain letter, to get thirty thousand women linking hands around the fence. ‘Embrace the Base’, it was called, and the media attention had been huge.