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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

‘It’s sad,’ she said, her hands shaking, ‘when I think how worried I was back then. I thought I had to do what you said. But I was naïve if I thought you had my best interests at heart. Because if it had been this big scandal – which I don’t think it would’ve been anyway; so what if I was sleeping with a woman? – you thought it would have harmed you as well. You were our label manager. If Big World hadn’t re-signed us because I was in a relationship with a woman, you’d have lost your most successful act.’

She was trying to act blasé, but in truth she was worried – more than worried. Not about him, not anymore, but because she’d been unearthed. Dug up like a hibernating mole, blinking and afraid. Neither she nor the police had ever been able to prove that what had happened to her back then was connected to him – to his blackmailing her – but it would forever be linked with him in her memory.

‘Actually, no biggie,’ he said airily. ‘It wasn’t like I was on commission. They’d have just assigned me to another band. But that’s not the point. I shouldn’t have got involved in that way. I was … wrong.’

The last word was extruded with difficulty, as if he had speech constipation.

‘Is that why you’re ringing me now? What do you want?’

She would have to move. Leave the country, start again.

‘Right, so, I have something amazing to tell you! You gonna be so psyched. Are you still in touch with the other guys?’

‘If you mean Cohen, then no. They hate me, if you remember.’

Meredith had read enough bitter interviews with her former band members over the years to know this was true. After her sudden and inexplicable defection in ninety-five they had laid low for a while, then employed a short-lived series of alternate female lead singers, none of whom had set the charts alight for them. They’d eventually disbanded a couple of years later. She knew she’d hurt them, personally as well as professionally – they had been such good friends – but she hadn’t ever dared contact any of them again, or even try to explain, for fear of discovery.

He made a ‘pffft’ noise. ‘Ah, that’s all in the past!’

The man was unbelievable.

‘Iain, it’s all in the past. I don’t know what you want from me, but if it’s anything to do with the band, the answer is a definite “no way”. I don’t care what it is.’

‘We should meet for a drink, so I can explain it better.’

‘Not happening.’

‘Don’t be like that! Don’t you want to make half a million quid this year?’

‘No.’