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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

‘Did you buy it in a charity shop? They often have missing pieces.’

Andrea shook her head. ‘My dad give it to me for Christmas. We always give each other a new jigsaw.’

She was right, though; Meredith sifted through the few dozen pieces left in the box, but none had a baby’s face on them. They were all cherry blossom.

‘It must be on the floor somewhere.’ Meredith leaned down and peered beneath the table. ‘Could it have fallen through a crack in the decking?’

Andrea shrugged. ‘Must have done. Is annoying.’ She paused. ‘And worrying.’

‘Worrying?’

Her hand flew to her belly, and she rubbed it gently, looking embarrassed. ‘I think is omen.’

Meredith had forgotten how superstitious she was. ‘Oh Andrea! Of course it’s not an omen. You mustn’t think like that, you’ll drive yourself crazy.’

She wondered if it would be insensitive or non-PC to suggest it might be Andrea’s hormones. She’d never really known any pregnant women before and, obviously, hadn’t ever been one herself. But was that the accepted wisdom, that your hormones went berserk? Or maybe that was after the birth … She wasn’t sure.

‘How many weeks are you now?’ she asked instead.

‘Twenty-two,’ Andrea replied, smiling properly. ‘And he just kick me.’

She was such a beautiful woman, with delicate bone structure and high cheekbones. For the first time Meredith realised with a slight shock that she reminded her of Samantha. If her colouring hadn’t been so different – dark, instead of a Celtic-looking freckly redhead – they’d have looked quite similar. It was the smile, the figure and the profile. She studied her, thinking about Samantha, wondering what ever happened to her. She hadn’t seen her for more than thirty years. Strange how she didn’t find Andrea sexually attractive, seeing as she’d found Samantha irresistible. But that was probably just because Samantha always looked at her as if she was the most beautiful woman in the world. She, Meredith, had been young and naïve, lapping it up. Meredith always wondered if she would ever have had any sort of gay relationship if she’d never met Samantha. She hadn’t since.

‘Want to feel?’

‘He’s letting you know he’s fine,’ Meredith said, reaching out her hand and tentatively touching Andrea’s taut stomach through the layer of cotton jersey. ‘Wow! That’s amazing. I’ve never felt a baby kick before.’

For some reason it made her think of Ralph again, and she had to swallow hard. He’d been desperate for grandchildren, even though Jackson was only twenty. ‘Give the poor boy a chance!’ Paula and Meredith used to tease.

‘So what is matter, Meredith?’

Meredith sat back in her chair and stared out over the water, watching a lone rower power past, and three ducks flying in a V formation towards the setting sun.