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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

‘Yesterday … at work … how drunk was Ralph? He rang me in the afternoon and he sounded pissed. Said you’d all been at the staff lunch, that it had gone on longer than intended, and he’d have to stay late to catch up. I teased him. I said, did he mean “catch up” or “sleep off the hangover under his desk”?’

Meredith cored a tomato, seeds spilling onto the chopping board in a gelatinous shiver. ‘He’s always quite pissed after the monthly lunch,’ she replied carefully. ‘I think he might have carried on drinking in his office.’

‘How did he seem, at lunch?’

Meredith shrugged, turning away from Paula to start on a red pepper.

‘Same as usual. He was on a different table so I didn’t talk to him – he was sitting with the Earl and Sebastian and the other bigwigs.’

She remembered Ralph winking across at her, trapped between the Earl and Sebastian, all three of them knocking back the Chianti.

‘I was sitting with Ceri and Mumblin’ Mo. Ralph was still there when I left to go back to my office.’

Which was when Ralph had texted her to ask her to come and see him after work…

Where was his phone, she wondered?

‘How can he just have disappeared?’ wailed Paula.

‘What did the police say?’ Meredith pretended to be engrossed in scraping the brittle white seeds out of the pepper’s heart.

‘Not a lot. Someone came over, about an hour ago. She just took down all the details. They said they won’t make it public for another day, though.’

‘What else did she say?’

‘Nothing very useful. Just “I’m sure he’ll turn up” – that sort of thing. She wanted a photo of him and to know if he had any medical conditions, and so on.’

‘And did he? Does he, I mean?’ Meredith tried to keep the treacherous hope out of her voice, although she wasn’t sure what exactly she was hoping for.

‘Nothing serious. Oh Meredith, do you think he’s left me? I know I moan about our lack of a sex life, but I do love him, you know.’

Meredith put down the knife and went over to Paula, putting her arms around her, trying to keep her juice-stained fingers away from Paula’s crumpled, white linen shirt.

‘He adores you too. He told me so just yesterday.’

About half an hour before he slipped his fingers inside my knickers. She cringed.

‘Did he really?’ Paula hugged her back. ‘Where do you think he is, then? Surely he’d have rung if he could.’

Meredith extracted herself from the embrace. It felt too hypocritical. She hesitated. ‘Like I said, he texted me, mid-afternoon sometime, asking me to pop into his office for a drink after work. That’s what makes me think he kept going, that he was on a bit of bender.’