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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

‘Is he in the ice house?’ Meredith tried to keep the fear out of her voice, but the feel of the gun barrel pressing into her liver was as petrifying as that night in the van; as if the gun’s mouth was literally tapping into her terror; it was somehow more visceral like this than seeing it trained on her face.

Caitlin just smiled, an infuriating little smirk that pushed her cheeks into two puffy cushions and made her eyes almost vanish. ‘I know all about how good your “security” is, Meredith.’

She gave a manic thumbs-up, like someone about to watch a favourite TV show, something she’d looked forward to all week. It was impossible to imagine Samantha in a relationship with this insane woman, thought Meredith.

But then Caitlin had been young and gorgeous once too. Perhaps Samantha was just as bloated, her strawberry-red hair now dulled and grey, her teeth as misshapen and stained as Caitlin’s. For a furious moment, Meredith wished Samantha was there, standing in front of her right now. She’d grab Caitlin’s gun and kill her without hesitation, for all the pain she’d blithely inflicted for so many years.

But first she had to rescue Pete.

The fear returned, and Meredith realised it was fear for Pete, not for herself. That helped, in a small way: took it outside of herself, gave it a name and a purpose.

‘Hey,’ Caitlin said as they left the house, pushing Meredith ahead of her and closing the door behind them. ‘I love your dungarees, where did you get them?’

What the fuck? The woman was off her head. Meredith didn’t answer, shoving her hands into the deep pockets of the dungarees as they walked along the gravel path in the shadow of the huge old wall of the vegetable garden. The moon was bright, illuminating their way, and the gentle hoot of an owl felt very slightly reassuring.

‘Charity shop,’ Meredith muttered at last.

‘Ew,’ said Caitlin. ‘How you can wear other people’s cast-offs I just don’t know. Disgusting. You might find anything in the pockets.’

Meredith almost stopped in her tracks. A huge jolt of fresh adrenaline swept up and down her body. The pockets! Could it still be in there? Very, very slowly, as Caitlin walked behind her, she crept the fingers of her right hand up towards her belly button and a few inches higher, to feel through the denim at the bottom of the dungarees’ bib pocket.

It was still there! Caitlin hadn’t thought to check that pocket when she’d been frisking/slapping her – perhaps she hadn’t realised there was even a pocket up there.