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Chapters (63)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. The Last Stage
  4. Dedication
  5. Contents
  6. 1995
  7. 2017Meredith
  8. One Year LaterMeredith
  9. Graeme
  10. Meredith
  11. Meredith
  12. Graeme
  13. Pete
  14. Meredith
  15. Meredith
  16. Meredith
  17. Meredith
  18. Meredith
  19. Meredith
  20. 1983Meredith
  21. Present DayEmad
  22. Present DayEmad
  23. 1983Meredith
  24. 1983Meredith
  25. Present DayMeredith
  26. Meredith
  27. Meredith
  28. Pete
  29. Pete
  30. Pete
  31. Gemma
  32. 1983Meredith
  33. 1983Meredith
  34. 1983Meredith
  35. Present DayMeredith
  36. 1984Meredith
  37. 1984Meredith
  38. 1984Meredith
  39. 1984Meredith
  40. Present DayGemma
  41. 1992Meredith
  42. Present DayGemma
  43. 1995Meredith
  44. Present DayGemma
  45. 1995Meredith
  46. Present DayGemma
  47. 1995Meredith
  48. Present DayGemma
  49. Pete
  50. Meredith
  51. Pete
  52. Graeme
  53. Emad
  54. Meredith
  55. Meredith
  56. Meredith
  57. Gemma
  58. Meredith
  59. Gemma and Emad
  60. A year laterMeredith
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  63. Copyright

Gemma took two glasses down from a shelf and ran the tap to fill them with cold water, thinking how glad she was that she hadn’t succumbed to the sneaky glass of Rioja she’d been tempted by just half an hour ago. Imagine Lincoln smelling it on her breath! She glanced at Meredith’s wineglass – it didn’t look like she’d downed any more since Gemma had been on the phone to Lincoln. That was good. It would be far from ideal if Meredith was under the influence when interviewed.

‘Do I need a lawyer?’ Meredith’s voice was tiny and thin.

‘You’re not under arrest so, no, not unless you want one. We just need to get a proper record of what happened, on tape. OK?’

‘OK.’

There were oven gloves on a hook near the Aga, so Gemma slotted one hand into each end, lifting the heavy iron pot off the stove and placing it on a mat on the table. Steam rushed out in a thick cloud when she took off the lid, and the smell of the succulent meat made her mouth water. She ladled a couple of spoonfuls into two bowls and handed one to Meredith, who merely gazed at it as if she didn’t know what she was meant to do with it.

As Gemma hung the gloves back up, something else glove-related occurred to her:

‘Can I ask you a slightly personal question, Meredith?’

Meredith shrugged, not meeting her eyes.

‘Your scar … I know Mark asked you about it before, but it’s obvious that you’re self-conscious about it. How come you don’t wear gloves? Wouldn’t that be easier for you than people staring at it all the time?’

As if to demonstrate, Meredith slid her damaged hand under her buttock on the chair; an instinctive movement.

‘I used to,’ she said, quietly. ‘When I first got the job here. It’s hard to hide it when you work in a shop. But one glove makes you look like a weirdo – I kept getting comments about Michael Jackson, or people just outright sniggered. Two gloves isn’t much better – not to mention just being totally impractical. You can’t use a phone, wash your hands, type – none of the things I need to do a lot of the time…’

She paused, pulled out her hand and studied the scar, turning her hand this way and that as the steam from the bowls gradually died down.

‘I thought I’d get used to it, but I never have. I did plan to have reconstructive surgery – you know, a skin graft – but once I took the job here, I never got round to it, I suppose. I just learned to block out the sight of it; and I do, most of the time.’