Chapters (54)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- DEADLY SAS RAID IN AFGHANISTAN UNDER SCRUTINY
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- PART TWO
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- DANIEL MOORE: ‘A SINGLE BLOKE, HAPPY-GO-LUCKY, A BIT OF A DUNCE BUT WITH A GOOD HEART,’ BEST FRIEND SAYS.
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- BREAKING: POLICE CONFIRM DANIEL MOORE ACTED ALONE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- SECOND ARREST MADE IN WESTAY HIDDEN CAMERAS CASE
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Discover More
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Also by J. P. Pomare
Dozens of responses on Facebook, a few on Instagram.
You’re going to Tarawera! Great. Check out the Downtown, excellent pub food near the turn-off outside of Rotorua.
You’ve got to check out the redwoods.
Go to Lucky Egg. Try the pan-fried gnocchi.
‘Lucky Egg,’ I say, jabbing him in the arm with my elbow. ‘Your favourite.’
The message is accompanied with two thumbs-up emojis.
‘It’s just a little odd,’ he says.
‘What?’
‘I’m sure it’s nothing. It’s just they both started Facebook profiles less than a year ago. At around the same time.’
‘Is it any weirder than the couple who booked for next month who had a shared Facebook page?’ A yawn seeps out of me.
‘I suppose not,’ he says, but the way he says it, still staring at the page, makes me think he’s not sure at all. He turns back to me. ‘Most of her followers on Instagram have private accounts.’
‘You checked out her followers?’
He shrugs. ‘I’ve been conditioned to be suspicious of strangers.’
‘I know,’ I say. ‘But this is paranoia now.’
‘Alright, bedtime.’
I can see through his neutral expression to the uncertainty beneath, a strong current somewhere deep, despite the stillness of his face. ‘I actually came down to say goodnight,’ I say. ‘And to say good news about Axel and Claire. They’ll be great parents.’ The words have a bitter quality, artificially sweet. When we’re in bed together, for what seems the first time in weeks, I forget about Daniel, my necklace, the predicament. I’m simply myself, present in that moment as I reach for him. He seems to anticipate it and before we’ve kissed, before we’ve had time to do anything else, he’s inside of me. I need him now, I need his support and love. He’s breathing close to my ear and his fingertips dig into my hips. It’s how it was all those years ago, how it used to be. His blood is running hot. Just for a moment Lucy Swallow rises through the sensations, I look at my husband’s laboured face behind me. His muscled, scarred body, rocking. His eyes are barely open and it occurs to me that he’s imagining me as her. I groan with him. I imagine I am Lucy Swallow, just how he’s picturing. It’s odd to admit but as that deep rush comes on, I like being her.
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