Chapters (12)
JONAS SLONAKER: And it’s even in some of the western literature, you know, live and let live. That is such crap. I tell my friends that—even my gay friends bring it up sometimes. I’m like, “That is crap, you know?” I mean, basically what it boils down to: If I don’t tell you I’m a fag, you won’t beat the crap out of me. I mean, what’s so great about that? That’s a great philosophy?
MOMENT: IT HAPPENED HERE
ZUBAIDA ULA: We went to the candle vigil.
NARRATOR: Zubaida Ula:
ZUBAIDA ULA: And it was so good to be with people who felt like shit. I kept feeling like I don’t deserve to feel this bad, you know? And someone got up there and said, “C’mon, guys, let’s show the world that Laramie is not this kind of a town.” But it is that kind of a town. If it wasn’t this kind of a town, why did this happen here? I mean, you know what I mean, like—that’s a lie. Because it happened here. So how could it not be a town where this kind of thing happens? Like, that’s just totally—like, looking at an Escher painting and getting all confused, like, it’s just totally like circular logic like how can you even say that? And we have to mourn this and we have to be sad that we live in a town, a state, a country where shit like this happens. And I’m not going to step away from that and say, “We need to show the world this didn’t happen.” I mean, these are people trying to distance themselves from this crime. And we need to own this crime. I feel. Everyone needs to own it. We are like this. We ARE like this. WE are LIKE this.
MOMENT: SHANNON AND JEN
STEPHEN BELBER: I was in the Fireside one afternoon and I ran into two friends of Aaron McKinney, Shannon and Jen. (To Shannon and Jen) You knew Aaron well, right?
SHANNON: Yeah, we both did. When I first found out about this, I thought it was really really awful. I don’t know whether Aaron was fucked up or whether he was coming down or what, but Matthew had money. Shit, he had better clothes than I did. Matthew was a little rich bitch.
JEN: You shouldn’t call him a rich bitch though, that’s not right.
SHANNON: Well, I’m not saying he’s a bad guy either, because he was just in the wrong place at the wrong time, said the wrong things. And I don’t know, I won’t lie to you. There was times that I was all messed up on meth and I thought about going out and robbing. I mean, I never did. But yeah, it was there. It’s easy money.