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Contents ( 49)
  1. CHAPTER ONE
  2. CHAPTER TWO
  3. CHAPTER THREE
  4. CHAPTER FOUR
  5. CHAPTER FIVE
  6. CHAPTER SIX
  7. CHAPTER SEVEN
  8. CHAPTER EIGHT
  9. CHAPTER NINE
  10. CHAPTER TEN
  11. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  12. CHAPTER TWELVE
  13. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  14. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  16. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  18. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  19. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  20. CHAPTER TWENTY
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  30. CHAPTER THIRTY
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  40. CHAPTER FORTY
  41. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  42. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  44. THE SAME BREATH
  45. 1
  46. 2
  47. 3
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author

“Emery?”

Hazard’s head jerked up once.

“Come in, please.”

Hazard grabbed Somers’s hand, stood, and tugged.

“I don’t think—” Somers said.

“One more fucking word,” Hazard growled.

Somers gave the woman a smile and let Hazard drag him into the office proper. They shook hands as Pauline Dell introduced herself, and then Somers and Hazard sat together on a couch, while Pauline took an armchair at an angle to them. The office replicated the décor of the waiting room, but a bit more subdued—less to draw the eye, less to distract.

“Is that lavender?” Hazard said, scenting the air.

“Yes,” Pauline said. “Does it bother you? I can turn off the diffuser.”

“Is that a tactic to make me relax? Studies have shown that—”

Somers squeezed his hand.

Pauline straightened her skirt and then looked at them again. She was solidly built with a short bob of hair that was almost completely white. Her eyes were muddy blue and moved from Somers to Hazard to Somers again.

“I’m glad you could both come,” Pauline said. “I understand we’re working on post-traumatic stress disorder, but usually the goal with one of these intake appointments is just to get to know each other.”

Hazard’s eyebrows shot up. “All right. We’re going.”

Somers dragged on his arm to keep Hazard from rising.

“This is the same shit all over again,” Hazard said to him in a fierce, low voice. “She’s going to want to talk about my dad and think this is all because I didn’t get breast fed enough as a child or whatever bullshit is making the rounds these days.”

“For a smart guy,” Somers muttered, “you are very stupid sometimes.”

“Excuse me?”

“Why don’t you ask her what she wants to know?”

“What do you want to know?” Hazard snapped.

Pauline’s serene expression hadn’t changed. “I want to know if we’re going to work well together. Therapy only really works if there’s a strong, healthy relationship between client and therapist—in other words, you have to trust me. So I like to ask a few questions, just to get a feel for your expectations of a therapist and how you build healthy interactions with the people around you.”

“She wants to have a relationship with me,” Hazard growled to Somers.

“Sweet baby Jesus,” Somers said, eyes turned to the ceiling. “Deliver me.”

“Mostly, though,” Pauline said with a hint of a smile, “this is an opportunity for you to ask me questions.”

“What’s your training?” Hazard said.

“I studied at UNC-Chapel Hill, and I did a fellowship at McLean Hospital in Boston.”

“Why do you live in the asshole of the Midwest?”

Somers groaned.

Pauline, on the other hand, just belted out a laugh. “Local girl. Grew up in Osage Beach.”

“Give three examples,” Hazard said, “of people you’ve helped.”

“You know I can’t get too specific,” Pauline said, “and I can’t name names, but I’ve worked with several soldiers from the region.”

“Which war?”

“Your pick,” Pauline said, adjusting herself in the seat. “Vietnam, Iraq, Afghanistan. I even worked with a trauma nurse from the Korean War.”