Back The Jump
Chapters (52)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. BOOK ONE
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. BOOK TWO
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. BOOK THREE
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Epilogue

‘I don’t know. Dolly said she hadn’t told her, but she knows all right. There’s not much slips past that nosy old bitch.’

Mario sat at the small kitchen table and poured himself out a cup of tea.

‘You know, Mario, it’s funny, but I was just thinking about you all, when you were kids. I tried to decide if there was any way I could have foreseen how you’d all turn out.’

‘Mum, you brought us up, but as me dad says, we’re grown now and we make our own decisions, lead our own lives. It’s nothing to do with you or Pa. Like me, for instance, I’m sorry that I can’t like girls.’ He smiled gently. ‘I’ll rephrase that, shall I? I do like girls, but only as friends.

‘I know my being gay breaks your heart and I’m sorry, Mum. Sorry to the core of me, but I am what I am. Do you know, there’s married men who come to a club I go to. They have lived a lie for years. There’s women out there with husbands, having no idea that their men are gay. I am your son, Mum, but I am what I am. I’m not going to make excuses for myself and I certainly don’t want you to make them for me. If only I had done this, or if only I had done that . . . All that talk is shite, as you would say. I am what I am and Georgio is what he is because it’s the paths we chose.’

‘And what about Stephen?’

Mario took a deep breath before he answered her.

‘Stephen? Well, while we’re being so honest I’ll tell you what I think about him, shall I? I think that out of all of us, he’s the one you should be worrying about because he’s bad, Mum, rotten bad. Inside and out.’

Maeve looked into Mario’s handsome face and for the first time in months his sexual preferences didn’t cloud her judgement of him. Instead she saw him as another woman or man might see him: good-looking, accomplished, intelligent.

She grabbed his hand and held it tightly between her own. ‘You’re right - he is bad. Putrid, rotten.’ She closed her eyes for a second, to pull herself together. Then she said brightly, ‘But you know, you’re a son a woman could be proud of. Even if you are a nancy boy!’

It was said in jest and Mario smiled widely at his mother, the biggest love of his life.

‘I’m sorry, Mum. Truly I am.’

Maeve stroked his cheek with a workworn finger. ‘Don’t be, Mario. You do what you feel you must. Whatever you want to do, I’ll back you to the hilt.’