Chapters (25)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- CHAPTER ONE - Sakarpus
- CHAPTER TWO - Hûnoreal
- CHAPTER THREE - Momemn
- CHAPTER FOUR - Hûnoreal
- CHAPTER FIVE - Momemn
- CHAPTER SIX - Marrow
- CHAPTER SEVEN - Sakarpus
- CHAPTER EIGHT - The River Rohil
- CHAPTER NINE - Momemn
- CHAPTER TEN - Condia
- CHAPTER ELEVEN - The Osthwai Mountains
- CHAPTER TWELVE - The Andiamine Heights
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN - Condia
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN - Cil-Aujas
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN - Condia
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN - Cil-Aujas
- Interlude: Momemn
- House Anasûrimbor
- What Has Come Before …
- Acknowledgements
- Also by R. Scott Bakker
Piqued by the undertones of anxiousness and melancholy in her voice, Kelmomas craned his head, pressed against the marble posts until his cheeks ached. He saw her, reclining in her favourite divan, little more than a teary-eyed silhouette against the glassy expanse of the pool. She seemed so small, so blow-away frail, that he found it difficult to breathe …
She needs us, the voice said.
Just then his nursemaid, Porsi, arrived with his twin brother, Samarmas. Popping to his feet with little-boy effortlessness, Kelmomas skipped from the veranda into the redolent gloom of the playroom. Samarmas’s grin ate up his angelic face the way it always did, turning him into a leering childhood version of an Ajoklian idol. Porsi, her acne scars like dappled wine stains, her fingers resting possessively on his brother’s golden maul, immediately began speaking in her now-the-twins-aretogether voice. “Would you like to play parasta? Would you like to do that? Or, something different? Oh, yes, how could I forget? Such strong boys—growing too old for parasta, aren’t we? Something warlike, then. Would that be better? I know! Kel, you could be sword while Sammi plays shield …”
On and on she would go, while Kelmomas would smile or sulk or shrug and stare into her face and ponder all the small terrors that he saw there. Usually, he would play along, making games of the games she organized for the two of them. While playing parasta, he would modulate his tantrums over the course of successive days, gauging the variables that informed her response. He found that the very same words could make her laugh or grit her teeth in frustration, depending on his tone and expression. He discovered that if he abruptly walked up to her and placed his head on her lap, he could summon mist, even tears to her eyes. Sometimes, while Samarmas drooled and mumbled over some ivory toy, he would turn his cheek from her thigh and stare in a lazy, all-is-safe way into her face, smelling the folds of her crotch through her gown. She would always smile in nervous adoration, thinking—and he knew this because he somehow could see it—that a little god stared up from her lap. And he would say curious, childlike things that filled her heart with awe and wonder.
“You are just like him,” she would reply every so often. And Kelmomas would exult, knowing that she meant Father.
Even slaves can see it, the voice would say. It was true. He was able to hold so much more in the light of his soul’s eye than the people around him. Names. Nuances. The rate at which various birds beat their wings.