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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. About the Publisher

‘I could only judge from the outside. What seemed the main house was dark stone, leaded windows, coal-coloured slate roof. Then at right angles there was a sort of barn but again stone-built, each end whitewashed. A series of outbuildings stretched off, piggeries and stabling, I imagine. It was a decent-sized complex. If it wasn’t for the idea of Kareem as a working farmer being absurd, it would have been just a farm in the middle of nowhere. But his demeanour and the security made it seem like some sort of cult centre.’

‘Yes, I can imagine. Sorry, I interrupted.’

‘It was odd. After all the bravado, it fizzled out. Kareem said he would fetch Maryam – as he called her – and asked us to wait outside. His greatest anxiety was that we shouldn’t go inside. I felt he’d made a quick decision. He wouldn’t fight to keep her. When he reappeared through the front door with her a few minutes later, she was carrying a suitcase. He turned to her almost off-handedly; “Here is your father, Maryam, he has come to collect you.” As if she wasn’t worth the fuss and he didn’t care too much. She’d served her purpose and he’d wrung her dry.’

Elizabeth raised her glass with an unsteady hand and drank. ‘You’re the first person I’ve described it to in such detail. There was never a reason to. Marion was just another of life’s casualties.’

‘Did she speak about it?’ asked Sara. ‘At the time, I mean. Before the shock fully set in.’

‘No. That was the sadness. On that four-hour journey home, she didn’t say a word. Not one. I sat in the back trying to engage her. She let me put an arm round her but that was it. I noticed her wrists were heavily bruised and asked her why. She didn’t reply. Then, just as we turned into the drive at home, she looked up at me, said, “I’m going to have a baby,” and started to cry.’

Elizabeth’s eyes glistened and a single tear crept down a cheek. She reached for a tissue, wiped it off and blew her nose. ‘I’m so sorry,’ said Sara.

‘Don’t be. He’s a nice boy. She just hasn’t been able to be a mother to him. He’s at boarding school now and I look after him here during holidays. So I’ve got to stay alive till he’s grown-up.’ She smiled at Sara through shining, wet eyes.

‘Did Kareem ever get in touch about the boy?’

‘Never. If you’re thinking he might not have realised, I know damn well he did.’ It was the first time Elizabeth had shown anger.

‘Yes,’ said Sara with a certainty that surprised her; she shouldn’t have let it escape. ‘And there was no thought of going after him to take responsibility as a father?’ she continued quickly.