Chapters (17)
Miriam went upstairs. In spite of herself she felt a pleasing thrill at the harshness in John’s voice. He was interesting when he was a little mean. Sometimes she even evoked it deliberately. That, she supposed, was part of the reason she had invited Alice over on a forbidden night. That and the love she felt for the girl.
John watched Alice come down the steps. He disliked her seductiveness, her forceful personality, and most of all the effect she had on Miriam. It was infuriating to realize to what small degree Miriam belonged to him. All of these feelings made him want to consume Alice, to let his body do its will on her, and not incidentally remove the threat, relieve the corrupting jealousy. At least it would be easier to bear tonight, with the hunger in abeyance.
“Why don’t you just leave your garbage in the alley like everybody else?”
A typically bothersome question. Miriam certainly couldn’t claim that she needed the companionship of this girl. John felt that he was more than enough himself, and she had said he would be with her forever. Accident was supposed to be all that could harm either of them. He almost laughed at the thought that now entered his mind. This sullen little creature was going to be his backup, in case he got himself killed.
“Why don’t you?” she repeated. Alice never let go of a question.
“They don’t pick it up often enough.” He tossed her the bags. “Hold these while I get the fire going.” There was little time left before dawn. They did not burn evidence during daylight hours.
“They’re so light.”
“What can I tell you? We were hungry.” He pulled the lever that controlled the specially installed high-pressure gas line. There was a pop and a roar and the firebox was filled with blue flames.
“What is this stuff anyway, paper?”
He snatched the bags away from her and stuffed them into the furnace. “Count it as another of our mysteries.”
“You bring garbage home in the car?”
John glared at her. “We had a picnic. How you managed to miss it I cannot imagine.”
She smiled, too sweet. “You didn’t invite me. I’m not the kind of person who tags along without an invitation.”
“I hadn’t noticed.”
“I bet Miriam wanted me along. You probably wouldn’t let her ask me.”
“Sorry to disappoint, but your name never crossed her lips.”
“She loves me.”
It was said so simply and with such force that John could find no reply. Furiously, ignoring the girl, he tended his fire.