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  1. ADVANCE PRAISE FOR THE HOLIDAY SWAP
  2. Also by Maggie Knox
  3. Titles by Karma Brown
  4. Titles by Marissa Stapley
  5. CONTENTS
  6. 1
  7. Charlie
  8. 2
  9. Cass
  10. 3
  11. Cass
  12. 4
  13. Charlie
  14. 5
  15. Cass
  16. 6
  17. Charlie
  18. 7
  19. Cass
  20. 8
  21. Charlie
  22. 9
  23. Cass
  24. 10
  25. Charlie
  26. 11
  27. Cass
  28. 12
  29. Charlie
  30. 13
  31. Cass
  32. 14
  33. Charlie
  34. 15
  35. Cass
  36. 16
  37. Charlie
  38. 17
  39. Cass
  40. 18
  41. Charlie
  42. 19
  43. Cass
  44. 20
  45. Charlie
  46. 21
  47. Cass
  48. 22
  49. Charlie
  50. 23
  51. Charlie
  52. 24
  53. Cass
  54. 25
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  56. A Conversation with Maggie Knox
  57. Discussion Guide
  58. visit maggie knox online
  59. What’s next on your reading list?

“Sure, whatever you say, boss.” Walter picked up the camera Jake had left behind. All morning, Charlie had been doing her best to ignore the camera—a reminder of Jake. “Hey, did he take those photos for the website?” Walter had turned the camera on and was scrolling through. “Awesome! He’s really good . . . and, yep, as I expected, these are great. Have you looked at them yet?

“Wow.” He glanced up at her.

“What?”

“This is a great picture of you.” He handed her the camera. She accepted it and stared at an image of herself from the night before. Jake must have snapped it while she wasn’t paying attention. The photo was of Charlie working on proofing the bread: her face was makeup free, her hair in a messy bun, and she was wearing the bakery’s nonfussy “uniform” of an apron and simple long-sleeved T-shirt—which couldn’t be more different from the expensive, flattering outfits she wore on set in L.A., yet she had never looked as good in the production stills.

She hit the power button on the camera, shutting it off, and the image disappeared. “It’s just a photo,” she said, but her throat had gone dry.

Walter was watching her closely. “I never said it was anything more than just a photo. Taken by a good friend.”

“Exactly,” Charlie said. But even that brought with it a pang, because she and Jake weren’t even friends anymore, let alone good ones.

“You know what?” Charlie picked up the camera. “I’m just going to take this upstairs and put it in my apartment so we don’t spill anything on it. I’m sure Jake will notice he left it here and be back to pick it up later.” She felt another pang as she said this—but this one was more hopeful. The idea of seeing him, even just to return the camera, lifted her spirits. Except, she reminded herself, there wasn’t much to be hopeful about. He doesn’t really know you. Imagine if he knew the truth, that you’ve been lying about who you are this whole time?

She walked around the back of the bakery toward the entrance to Cass’s apartment but paused in the doorway, camera still in hand. Charlie couldn’t help herself: she wanted to look at the picture again. Leaning against the wall she scrolled through the images of the bakery until she found it again. When was the last time she had looked that relaxed? She had seen many photos of herself in this whirlwind of a year, but she had never looked so herself in any of them.

The truth was, Jake really did know her. It was just . . . he had no idea who he knew.

Charlie looked at the picture again but realized what she wanted was to see a photo of Jake. Ignoring the voice in her head that reminded her she had no business scrolling through Jake’s photos, she pressed the arrow again, and the setting changed from the bakery, to landscape shots from Starlight Peak, to a few photos of Faye, sitting beside a hearth with Jake’s dog, Bonnie, beside her. Charlie was unable to stop scrolling, even as her hands began to sweat and her heart raced and she knew she should. She sped past a few photos that had clearly been taken for Brett, of the interiors and exteriors of staged homes, before the landscape changed again, this time to mountain ranges with no snow—which meant, Charlie realized, that the seasons had changed and this was clearly summertime in Colorado.