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  1. Cover
  2. Jean-Marc
  3. Mathieu
  4. Jean-Marc
  5. Mathieu
  6. Jean-Marc
  7. Mathieu
  8. Jean-Marc
  9. Mathieu
  10. Jean-Marc
  11. Mathieu
  12. Jean-Marc
  13. Mathieu
  14. Jean-Marc
  15. Mathieu
  16. Jean-Marc
  17. Louise and Gaston
  18. Jean-Marc
  19. Sébastien
  20. Jean-Marc
  21. Mathieu
  22. Sébastien

I don’t think I’m a notorious creep myself; no, I see myself as a non-traditional French teacher, appreciated by his students, relatively interesting, enough so at any rate that nobody sneers when I walk into a classroom, moderately demanding where assignments are concerned—the trick is to know how to ask without being peremptory or pleading—amusing enough so they don’t laugh at me when I make a joke and, most important of all, with enough ­psychological smarts never, never to have a sexual involvement, not even a flirtation, with a student. They all know I’m homosexual, usually don’t give a damn, sometimes make a try if they are, too—they’re just learning about seduction so they’ll try it out on the nice, friendly teacher, it’s perfectly normal—rarely making a joke of it, though that sometimes happens and it hurts. In any case, relations between us haven’t been the same for the past few years: the heroic era when students and teachers got together ­regularly to have a beer and remake the world in general and the educational system in particular, is ancient history now. The new race of CEGEP students doesn’t give a sweet damn about us and I think we feel pretty much the same way about them.