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Contents ( 33)
  1. The
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Note to Readers
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. More Books By Melissa Foster
  32. Acknowledgments
  33. Meet Melissa

“Listen to me, baby. I love that you’re seeing people because you know I don’t want you to be alone, but that’s my selfish desire to fill a gap for you while I’m in here. But it might not be the right gap. I need you to take care of yourself first and foremost while I’m in here taking care of myself, and if that means that you dance instead of seeing friends, then do it. Don’t let that bastard’s ugliness eat away at you and destroy your beauty. You need to get that anger and hatred out of your system, and dancing has always been your outlet. Promise me you’ll make time to do that.”

Nodding, she inhaled deeply, letting out a long sigh as she took his hand and pressed it to her chest. “Feel how fast my heart is beating?” She held it there as her heartbeat calmed, and then a genuine smile appeared, and she said, “You knew exactly what I needed. How could I have forgotten about the one thing that I relied on for so long?”

“Because we haven’t been stressed the last several weeks, and your extra time spent dancing has been for fun. But you’re in recovery again, babe. You relived the accident when the police questioned you, and I could see how it dredged up all that hurt and anger. When you pile that on top of the fact that your boyfriend is on day six of his recovery, that’s a lot for you to deal with. You need to dance and use that outlet as much as you can.” He rubbed her hips and said, “And be sure to pamper yourself afterward—take warm baths or get a massage. I’ll pay for it.”

“I’ll dance, but I only want your hands on my body.” She hugged him again and ran her fingers through his hair.

He closed his eyes briefly, reveling in her touch. “Babe, it might also be a good idea for you to talk to someone. A therapist. Did you talk with anyone after your accident?”

“They had someone at the hospital, but not really.”

“I know from how you kept to yourself after your Gram died that you like to handle things privately. But some knots are too tough to unravel alone. Are you open to talking to someone?”

She met his gaze and nodded. “Yes. Thanks to you, I’m learning about how important communication is.”

“We’ll get the name of a therapist that’s familiar with grief and recovery before you leave here.” He glanced at the clock, and his heart sank, but he tried to keep that disappointment out of his voice as he said, “Our time is almost over. Take lots of pictures for me when you celebrate Christmas with the kids, and at Jed and Josie’s wedding tonight. Who’s stepping in as best man?”

“Actually, they postponed the wedding. Jed said he can’t get married without his best friend there.”

Quincy hated that he’d screwed up their wedding, but he loved Jed’s commitment to him. “Fucking Jed.”