We would find out later that the ambulance was there because one of the demonstrators had forgotten to eat and had fainted.

As if to open an exhibit, the snow then completely stopped.

There, on the sidewalk, standing impeccably in a long white coat and hat, was Jill, a Stop Abuse Young banner draped across her midriff like a shield. All around her, people crowded in the anemic glow of the streetlights. Among them were Stefan’s fifth-grade teacher; his T-ball coach; a priest from St. Michael and All Angels Anglican Church down the block; Luda, from the Russian bakery; and Frank Timms, who taught creative writing at my school, Thornton Wilder College, his office just across the hall from mine. And there were young women, college-age, high-school age, all rhythmically hoisting SAY signs and chanting, “Say, say, say her name. Belinda! Say, say, say her name!” The trucks were news vans, from WMOO, WLAK, all the network affiliates, and a few radio stations with musical notes sprinkled over the van doors.

I rolled the window down a crack and heard an earnest young man say, “We’re here in Portland, Wisconsin, where even in single-digit weather, activists against domestic violence are picketing the home of convicted killer Stefan Christiansen, who got out of prison just hours ago. While they say everyone deserves another chance, these people believe that Christiansen’s chance should not be so close to home, specifically to the family home, only a block away, of Belinda McCormack, the girl he admits to beating to death.”

This must have been why Jill had been at the prison, to make sure today was the day, to be sure of the timing. How, I thought, as we pulled past the people and into our snow-banked driveway, as I fumbled for the garage-door opener, did she know we would come back here tonight, in a snowstorm, when I had not even known that myself? Next to me, Stefan cringed back against the seat, his feet braced as if he were stomping on the brakes.

“What’s all this? What’s going on?” he asked.

“It’s usually not this bad, honey. It’s probably because you got out today.”

Stefan was no fool; he heard the syntax. “How bad is it usually?”

“Well, they generally gather and chant and wave their signs.”

“When?”

“A lot.”

“How much?”

“Every day pretty much.”

“Jesus Christ.” Stefan stared out the car window at the group of young women, older women and a few men, Jill moving among them, stopping to speak to each one or to bestow a hug. On the seat between us, my phone pinged a text message, and Stefan snatched it up before I could stop him.

It was all in capitals, like a tabloid headline: TELL HIM TO KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT OR IT WILL BE BAD FOR HIM.

“Mom, is this about me? Keep my mouth shut about...?”