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  1. Also by Diney Costeloe
  2. Contents
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Paris 1876
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Epilogue

‘If your dreams wake you, I shall be there beside you,’ Rupert said softly. ‘And the further you get from Simon Barnier, the less they will haunt you. You will always be quite safe with me, I promise you.’

‘Will I?’ Hélène looked up into his face. ‘Annette said that it would be different with someone you love. When I asked her about wanting to marry Pierre, she said it was quite different to what had happened to her before.’

Rupert did not ask what had happened to Annette before, but he said, ‘She was quite right. It is quite different when you love someone as much as I love you.’

‘But… but supposing it isn’t?’

Rupert got to his feet and said, ‘Do you remember that last day, before I went home to England?’

‘When we had the picnic? Yes, of course.’

‘And when I was leaving, that evening? When I held you in my arms when we said goodbye?’

Hélène nodded. She had held the memory close in the weeks after he’d gone. ‘Yes,’ she whispered, ‘I remember.’

‘You didn’t mind me holding you close then, did you? Will you let me hold you again, now, before I go?’

Hélène looked up at him as he pulled her gently to her feet, and then as he slipped his arms round her, she buried her face in his shoulder, clinging to him as if her life depended on it. He made no move to kiss her, simply held her close until he felt her relax. Then he let her go and she sank back down into her chair, and he sat on the floor beside her.

‘This time,’ he said, ‘I won’t go back to England without you. I can’t risk losing you again.’

They sat together as the shafts of dusty sunlight moved slowly across the floor, talking to each other as they had used to.

Hélène told him how they had managed, with the help of Pierre and the generosity of Madame Sauze, to escape from St Etienne and maintain themselves in the little apartment, taking in sewing and working on the stall in the market.

‘I had to learn so many things,’ she said. ‘Things I had never thought about before.’

Rupert told her of all the sadness that had overtaken his family at Pilgrim’s Oak, not only the deaths of his father and wife, but of his mother’s slide into senility and Fran’s perfidy. He told her everything and she listened to the pain in his voice, holding his hands enfolded in her own.

‘Will you be happy to come back there with me?’ It was a question he had not dared to ask earlier. She’d said she loved him, she’d said she would marry him, but was he asking too much of her? Could she really be happy living in a house she didn’t know, in a country she didn’t know, with a family who so far had clearly not wanted her?

‘As long as I have you,’ she said, ‘I will be happy anywhere.’