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  1. Also by Diney Costeloe
  2. Contents
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Paris 1876
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Epilogue

‘I want to visit my baby,’ Annette announced without preamble. ‘Miss Hélène and I are going to the churchyard.’

‘Annette,’ said Estelle calmly, ‘you must certainly visit your baby’s grave, but not today. You’re not strong enough yet.’

‘Today.’ Annette spoke firmly. ‘While Miss Hélène is here.’ But when she bent down to put on her shoes, her head began to spin and she sat up again quickly, her face ashen.

‘Annette, my dear girl,’ Agathe stepped in to prevent an argument, ‘I’ll come and visit you again tomorrow and together we will go to the churchyard. Madame Leclerc is right, today is too soon. You have to rebuild your strength. Tomorrow or the next day.’

Although the wheels in her head were spinning more slowly, Annette knew that she was right, but she said belligerently, ‘All right. Tomorrow.’

‘I’ll come too,’ Hélène said. ‘We can all go together.’

Good as their word, the next afternoon Agathe and Hélène returned to Madame Leclerc’s and found Annette waiting for them, dressed and ready to go out. Pierre had again brought them into the village in the chaise.

‘I want you to come with us today,’ Agathe had told him. ‘We’re going to the churchyard with Annette, but in case she finds it too far to walk, or too…’ She didn’t explain, but she didn’t have to. Pierre agreed at once, and leaving the carriage in the inn yard, they collected Annette and took the lane to the church.

The tiny grave, no more than a broken patch of earth in the shade of the eastern wall, had nothing to mark it as a place of burial, or to name the child who lay beneath the ground. Annette stared down at it, silent tears on her cheeks. In her hands was a posy of flowers that Hélène had brought from the garden at Belair.

Agathe and Hélène stood back as Annette moved forward with the flowers in her hands. Both Hélène and Agathe found tears in their own eyes as they watched her bend and lay the nosegay on the tiny grave, and Pierre, watching from a discreet distance, once again admired her courage.

At that moment Father Bernard emerged from the church and, seeing the little group beyond the wall, walked over to speak to them. He paused as Annette stood in silence at the graveside of her son, the flowers at her feet, but as at length she turned away he stepped forward.

‘God bless you, my child,’ he said softly. ‘Your baby is with God in heaven now.’

Annette stared at him for a moment, her eyes filled with an emotion so violent that the old man took a step backwards.

‘God?’ she said, her voice full of contempt. ‘God doesn’t exist, and even if he does, I don’t believe in him!’ She turned her back on the priest and moved away.

‘I can see you don’t,’ replied Father Bernard, ‘but that doesn’t matter. He believes in you.’

‘And I am not your child!’ She threw the comment over her shoulder and set off unsteadily down the hill towards the lane below.