Contents ( 57)
- Also by Diney Costeloe
- Contents
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Paris 1876
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Epilogue
‘No,’ Annette said. ‘So I ran away. He called the baby spawn of the devil and said I would burn in hellfire.’
‘You would burn in hellfire,’ Hélène echoed incredulously. ‘But wasn’t it his fault? He was the father?’
‘Who else? I’ve never been with another man.’ Annette gave a bitter laugh. ‘He’s right, in a way – he’s Léon’s father and he is the devil incarnate. That made Léon spawn of the devil.’ She closed her eyes and murmured, ‘Perhaps that’s why he died.’
Hélène looked at her friend in despair. How could all these dreadful things happen to anyone?
‘What are you going to do?’
‘I don’t know,’ Annette replied. ‘Your mother will not take me back now I have told you the truth.’
‘My mother…? She knows the truth?’
‘Yes, she knows. Madame Sauze found me on the streets and took me in. She went to your mother to ask for help.’
‘And Maman took you both in?’
‘Yes, but with certain conditions. No mention of Father Thomas. We had to make up the story of my being a widow. She said if anyone learned the truth we would be dismissed at once.’
‘She won’t mind you telling me,’ averred Hélène. ‘And I won’t tell anyone else. Your secret will be safe.’
‘It was you in particular who wasn’t to know,’ Annette said. ‘And now I’ve told you we can’t go back to Belair. Oh, poor Madame Sauze,’ she cried as she realised the consequences of speaking the truth to Hélène. ‘I shouldn’t have said anything!’
‘But my mother won’t know you’ve told me,’ pointed out Hélène. ‘I won’t tell her and you won’t tell her, and Madame Sauze won’t know either. It’ll be our secret, Annette. I promise you. When you’re well again you can come back to Belair, you and Madame Sauze.’
She reached for Annette’s hand again and saw that tears were pouring down her cheeks. ‘Oh, don’t,’ she exclaimed in dismay. ‘Don’t cry. I’m your friend.’
‘But why?’ Annette sobbed. ‘Why are you my friend? I’m a servant in your home.’
‘You know why,’ answered Hélène. ‘When I needed a friend, you helped me. When I was running away from St Luke’s, you stopped Sister Gabrielle from catching me… and took a beating for doing it.’
For a moment both the girls thought back to that time over six years ago when they had both been in the care of the nuns at St Luke’s orphanage. Hélène had made a break for freedom during Mass at the parish church, and when Sister Gabrielle had tried to catch her, Annette had collapsed into the aisle in front of her, blocking her way for the precious moments that allowed Hélène to reach the church door and disappear into the myriad of streets outside.
‘My whole life would have been different if I hadn’t got away that day,’ Hélène said. ‘If I’d been taken back to St Luke’s I might never have found my family again. My mother knows that too, and I’m sure she will continue to help you in her own way. So,’ she went on, ‘we must decide what we’re going to do now.’