Chapters (15)
"I didn't sign up to be part of a freak show," Seth said, cracking open another can of beer. "Let's just send him back north and be done with it."
"Why do you hate him?" Neil asked.
Seth looked at Matt. "Told you this kid was stupid."
"Why do you hate him so much," Neil clarified, "that you'd wish such a thing on him?"
"Because I'm sick of him getting everything he wants just because he's Kevin Day," Seth said. When Matt started to say something, Seth pointed a warning finger at him and kept going. "Do you know what fame gets you, shitface? Everything. All he has to do is ask for it, and someone will give it to him. Doesn't matter what. Doesn't matter who. The world is dying to give him anything he wants.
"When he broke his hand, his fans cried for him. They flooded our locker room with letters and flowers. The amazing Kevin Day can't play anymore, they said. Their lives were over. They'd grieve the loss forever. But tell me," Seth said, leaning forward on the couch to stare at Neil, "when's the last time anyone cried for you? Never, right? They're there for Kevin every step of the way, but where were they when we needed them?"
"So you're jealous," Neil said.
Seth made as if to throw his beer at Neil. "His life is not more important than mine just because he's more talented."
"You have to admit your attitude makes it hard for anyone to care about you," Neil said. "You and Kevin both have impossible attitudes, but he can play better. Of course they chose him."
"Look here, shortbus," Seth started, incensed.
"He has a point," Matt cut in. "This is your last year, Seth. Maybe it's time for a fresh start. Give the people someone to rally behind and you'll win them over."
"What's the point?" Seth slouched back on the couch again. "We're the laughingstock of the NCAA and Edgar Allan is going to massacre us this fall. It doesn't matter what I do. No one will ever recruit a Fox to the pros."
"Awesome attitude, Seth," Matt said. "Way to encourage the rest of us."
"I am encouraging you," Seth said. "I'm encouraging you all to stop being stupid. You're not going to get anywhere so long as you play for this team."
"You're too big of a coward to try," Matt said. "Neil and I will prove you wrong. Right, Neil?"
"I'm just here to play," Neil said. "I don't care about the future."
Matt stared at him. "You don't really believe that."
Neil shrugged. "Afraid so."
Matt looked between them. Seth raised his beer in a silent toast, somehow looking both smug and angry.