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Contents ( 59)
  1. Prologue
  2. Amy Robsart, Cumnor Village
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  4. Lizzie: Amelia and Dudley’s Wedding, 2010
  5. 2
  6. Amy: Stanfield Manor, Norfolk, August 1549
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  8. Lizzie: Present Day
  9. 4
  10. Amy: Stansfield Manor, Norfolk, April 1550
  11. 5
  12. Lizzie: Present Day
  13. 6
  14. Amy: Sheen Palace, June 1550
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  16. Lizzie: Present Day
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  18. Amy: Castle Rising, Norfolk, Summer 1551
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  20. Lizzie: Present Day
  21. 10
  22. Amy: Whitehall Palace, Summer 1552
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  24. Lizzie: Present Day
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  26. Amy: The Tower of London, March 1554
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  28. Lizzie: Present Day
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  30. Amy: Baynard’s Castle, London, Spring 1557
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  32. Lizzie: Present Day
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  34. Amy: Hatfield, Hertfordshire, Summer 1557
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  36. Lizzie: Present Day
  37. 18
  38. Amy: Throcking Manor, November 1558
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  40. Lizzie: Present Day
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  42. Amy: Melford Hall, Suffolk, May 1559
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  44. Lizzie: Present Day
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  46. Amy: Cumnor Place, Oxfordshire, April 1560
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  48. Lizzie: Present Day
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  50. Amy: Cumnor Place, 8th September 1560
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  52. Lizzie: Present Day
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  54. Lizzie: Present Day
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  56. Lizzie: Present Day
  57. Epilogue
  58. Amy Robsart, The Citrine Pool
  59. Acknowledgements

So I told myself, but despite that reassurance I felt somehow chilled. To comfort myself I reached up to kiss Arthur’s cheek, resting one hand on the warm, smooth flank of the horse. It was peaceful here with them both in the stables but I was done with the peaceful life of a country maid. I had been fashioned for finer things.

“Thank you, Arthur,” I said.

He gave me a hug, his arms strong and comforting about me. Even though I thought it would crease my gown, I returned the embrace. I would miss him when I went to London but I knew I would never tempt him to visit me in the city. He would have felt as out of place there as I now felt here in the country. Arthur belonged to the land. It would always call him home.

“Why do you thank me?” he said wryly. “All I have done is to tell you what you wanted to hear.”

“I am thanking you for being the best of brothers,” I said. “I know you will never fail me.”

“That at least I can promise,” Arthur said. He released me. He wasn’t smiling. His eyes were grave. “If you need me, Amy,” he said, “I will always be there for you.”

“Of course you will,” I said. I spoke carelessly, for why would I ever need him? On the contrary, I had already started to think of the favours I might gain for my family when I was a courtier’s wife.

I went out into the stable yard. There had been a rain shower and the cobbles were glazed with water but the twilight sky had cleared to a pale blue. A sliver of moon climbed above the clouds. My natural good spirits had reasserted themselves and I felt excited and light of heart. I knew I would be able to persuade Mother to my point of view. She wanted to see me happy and Robert would make me happy. There would be no need for Father to overrule her. She would agree to the match and Robert and I would be wed.

Mother thought that she could see the future, but the one I was intent upon was quite different from her vision. Robert and I would grow together. I would impress on him my worth as more than just a beautiful wife and, God willing, a mother. His parents, like mine, had a strong mutual love and respect. The model was there for us to follow. He would quickly realise that a woman could not only be his sun and stars, the centre of his world, but his equal, his inspiration, his life.

There was no limit to my belief in him, and in myself. And of course I was right; Robert would indeed come to value one woman more highly than any other on Earth.

I had no idea that that woman would never be me.